Ulul Albab

3 important status

2011-07-13T08:58:00.000-07:00

I acknowledged my status in this world. Towards my Lord the Almighty, the authority and my beloved parents. I am a servant, a subject and a daughter.

I will always acknowledge my role, to obey all His syariah, rules and obligation as restricted in the Quran. But why is it so hard for me to implement it. Astaghfirullah...forgive me my Lord, for not be able to live up to your order. Ya Allah, help me in finding the truth to my path, help me in enhancing my Iman, guide me in my life, lead me to my success, Islam's success. Ameen, ya rabb al-alameen...

I will always realize my role as a subject to my country. To follow the regulations restricted in the constitution. However, if the regulations against me to obey my Lord the Almighty, I will stop. From obeying them. There is not need to shout what is right, what is wrong. When I practice what is right, it shows. Little knowledge is better when it is practice.

I will always appreciate my status as a daughter. For it I can repay my parents' sacrifice. For it, I knew how it feels to be a daughter, I learned to care, I learned to love important people in my life. For my rude words and actions, I would like to apologize. "Ya Rabbi, forgive my sins, and my parents sins, and bless them as they bless me when I was a kid. Ameen. "

long story just being told

2011-05-23T02:20:00.000-07:00

this is my long past experience regarding klcc. once we enter suria KLCC we find it very interesting with too many shops and cafe. if you go there by putra LRT, the first thing you will notice is a long que for a hot "Roti Boy" which will make you go for it too. before this, the que had disturbed other visitor to pass by the corner. the company now has renovate their store to fix the position of que problem. plus, their product is increasing, up to the taste of everyone. recently i just spent rm14.10 for the bread+mini pizza+croissant+tuna cheese+cheese stick. hmmm yummy!

the next thing you will focus on a juice and sandwich stop. the juice stall provide a very weird drink which is "grass juice". i don't know, maybe it is weird for Malaysian, not for others. then, when you are heading on, you will reach the center on Suria KLCC in which, at your left, there are information counter, UNIQLO,swatch, and an escalator. behide the escalator, there is actually aunty annes! a yummy one too! on your right, there is a lift and escalator to the next level.

i would like to take you to the most frequent place that i hang out with anep. ladies and gentlemen, you just need to proceed your step straight, until you find an escalator, and go up until the 2nd level, you will notice coffee beans store with lots of customer. you might have to wait for 10 or 15 minutes before you will be seated. when approaching the counter, a friendly and helpful barrister will take your order and put your name on your drink cup. for drink, i would like to suggest you a nice drink. not too sweet. not too creamy. not too weird. but very pleasant to be tasted. Caramel Hazelnut. a nice try when we both make order for our first time and we never stop from ordering it. when your name is called, it means your order is ready. you just need to open the sandwiches that you bought at Roti Boy before and Caramel Hazelnut as your evening drink. that would be nice!

a nice taste while reading.

other than nice stop for your evening tea, KLCC is the place to rock! outside Suria KLCC, a huge park provided for people to bring their kids and friends. its just a suitable place to have fun. a huge playground is built by various theme. all the playgrounds are connected to each other and become a huge one.

we rock!

there is also a water park for small kids to play around with new friends. a water park with no entrance fees needed. when it comes to prayer time, a nice and comfortable mosque is exist at the end of the park. it is very convenient to visitor to take a quick nap if they are tired. an open concept is given to pleased Muslim tourist to come to Malaysia.

other than Roti Boy, Coffee Beans and the park, KLCC also provided a visit to their highest bridge in the world. the twin tower connected with a bridge that open for visitor every morning and evening. to enter the area, one must que for the ticket at early morning. as early as you can. when anep and me come at 9a.m, we are the last visitors to go up there and our turn was at 4p.m. from the above, you can see the KL view, the whole park, the top of Suria KLCC. all are decorated as it in a theme.

you will be given a pass as a passenger. the lift take about half an hour to reach at the bridge level. me. waiting to be calling to the lift.

at the bridge.

i wish i could fly.

the top of Suria KLCC. nicely decorated as a science building.

the KLCC park from the above view.

my journey

2011-05-17T01:12:00.000-07:00

13th may. morning. i recieved a massege that tok was badly critical. few hours later, another beep sounded and she was gone. i cried thinking about how i want to be in her funeral. to give my last respect for her. suddenly my phone ringing and it was abah. he let me know that mak cik will come and pick me then we both will go back to kampung together. i really thought she'll drive her honda but she stright away went to KLIA. all right, i kenw straight away that we were risking our time for getting there on time.

2 p.m, out turn didn't yet called. 2.30. ding! makcik go to the counter, asking for the earliest ticket and the possible one wad at 6.20 p.m. obviously we missed the funeral. i heard they said 4p.m but i didn't know what it is about. makcik told me later that it was for the waiting list pessenger. she tried to include us but we will be the 7th and the 8th. impossible for us to get the seat. we flew at 6.20p.m.

while waiting at gate 9, i saw several men were loading fuel into the planes. there were two pipes come out from the lorry. one headed to the plane and the other one goes down into a hole at the floor. i was wandering why is that a hole. why don't the pump straight away to the plane. only for the plane. it was later told by my aunt that all modern airport install the under ground fuel tank.

6.20p.m, i was in the plane. not boarding yet. i saw the staff were loading bags. there were 2 person following him at the back and both of them started throwing bag up at the escalator. they are banglashee. working here. very thin. short. they are not smiling. its was hot probably. only two of them do the work. the malay staff just instruct them with his index finger here and there. they followed whitout saying anything. i felt sorry for them. can't the malay staff ask them nicely? or the malay people easily get arrogant? or it is actually the real system. only he knows.

TOK

2011-05-13T21:51:00.000-07:00

13th may 2011 : the last day all of us saw her. but not me. the last day for me was on the 9th of may. from the story i heard, she was having a complication from the leakage in her stomach (from the last post). blood blew out from her mouth before her last breath. while they were trying to get tissue and all that, her breath went up and down. they teach her to say the syahadah. not more than a minute, her breath stop. she was not here anymore. we all miss her. we will.

to all kpop fans!!

2011-05-01T01:10:00.000-07:00

30 minutes ago i found something that i coudl call it loser. while i was checking up my fb, i saw a post made by widad says that one of our fail product in malaysia. perhaps, this is the result of plagiarism. yes. PLAGIARISM. have you all heard the name of 'Gula-gula'? one of girl band group in malaysia. although they mentioned that they are not copying anyone, but their style, appearance and image say the other way around. i tried to search their songsin 4shared but something else appeared, sounds like a dangdut song. or maybe it is it. i haven't try yet to search them in you tube because this is not my note book and it was sponsored by UDA and it is not allowed flash player to be upgraded. i think they are available at you tube.

so. i click on the link given. it connects me to their official blog. it is closed for upgrading process. but they provide a link to another website. their official website. what makes they proved that they are loser is they only got 3 followers. i'm not saying that mine is a lot but as a debuted website, how can the number be so small.

then i tried to googled them. from the results show, i found their link is at the lowest of other related result of 'gula-gula'. so i clicked it. it was a media online which did a review about them. from 319 comments that the article received, only 1 or 2 comments support or give neutral comment. the others are giving negative feedback over this group.

suddenly i remembered back a presentation given by my classmate on kpop wave in malaysia. rather than positive, i would say the negative impact is more obvious. but i do not want to put blame on kpop industry. they are just like the hollywood, bollywood and other entertainment industries all over the world. they just want to entertain people and they really do their job. however, for this people (gula-gula) to follow the same motive (to entertain), they fail. they simply imitate kpop version of image. even 4 of them are non-muslim, the appearance that they give cannot be accepted by malaysian. but why such appearance is acceptable if it is done by outside groups? they are also non-muslim. what ever answer that people might give, this is the reality of malaysian, we cannot accept it. to be a new celebrity, you can dress all the way you want but if you imitate somebody else, people will urge you to find your own identity. Yuna for example, she is accepted, not merely because she wares 'hijab' or something but the original style of her, did pleased her fans. good job Yuna.

http://www.beautifulnara.com/kumpulan-gula-gula-orang-malaysia-feeling-kpop/

budak2

2011-04-30T00:25:00.000-07:00

they exhausted me! but i get fun :)

ti-in yang nga majok. budin malas dah nk layan. hadif tenampak pulak pini nga snap. hadif pandai ckp cina...pi beli air kat vending machine and terserempak ngn amoi, terus ckp cina konon2 nk sembang. budak yang pantang tengok amoi. yang lagi kelakarnya, hadif ternampak la pulak massege yang nga di send atas nama mohd. hanif. dengan konfiden nya, "aik, tu awat kak pini hantaq kat nama kami?" aku bingung. pikir punya pikir punya pikir... Ooo, H-A-D-I-F dengan H-A-N-I-F kan bezanya D dan N...

pini yang semangat memetik buah jambu air di depan umah sambil berangan memetik epal seperti di London :)

this is me

2011-04-30T00:08:00.000-07:00

what i have possessed in these ten days is fat. i am getting bigger than before.

muka da bulat :)

badan pun :)

kenapa? why?

ni la keja yang ada pun time lapang. makan makan dan makan.

shu, dasat x?

hospital

2011-04-29T22:28:00.000-07:00

i might skip the details for day 5-10 but here the summary.

we were relieved to hear that her kidney can still be used.when they run the dialysis process, they gave her antibiotic and other medicine to cure her kidney. the machine ran 24 hours non stop for about 4 days. and at the same time she started to produce some urine. however, her swallowed did not get better. that's probably because her kidneys do not 100% healed.

for 5 to 6 days i repeat the same routine, wake up, wash clothes, go to hospital (at 10.30am), eat, wait until 12.30 for visiting tok, eat, wait at 'rumah pelawat' and eat some snack until 4.30pm for the next visit until 7pm, and eat again, then sleep. all my clothes are getting smaller. not me who is getting bigger ;p

3 days ago tok opened her eyes. but her condition was really weak. she keep saying that they want to kill her. (depa nk bunuh aku..depa tu la..nk bunuh aku). i kept saying to her that the staff were not try to kill her, but they want to heal her. (depa bukan nk bunuh tok, depa nk berubat ja...) but she refused to accept my words and still with her words. (berubat apa...depa nk bunuh aku.) and she cried. her hands were not moving. same goes to her legs. the only part that moved was her face. at this day, the dialysis machine was stopped due to the increasing of her urine. the next day the hospital decided to run a scan to see her stomach condition after a week of operation. how the stomach responds towards the medicine that they given. during the scanning process, they put something into her blood. i'm not sure what it is but from what i heard, it seems like color liquid. i don't know what the function of it. and because of that, they have to dialysis her again for more 4 hours to clean back her blood. her kidney still cannot process heavy problem.

currently she have to take back the oxygen pipe to assist her breath taking rate because she's getting weak. and she still in sleep. the nurse told me as long as the oxygen pipe is in her mouth, we have to give her sleeping medicine to let her feel no pain.

the Kidney stone. looks like 'kacang' in real.

my first night with tok in ward Kenanga 4A.

after 2nd operation.

she was awake for a day.

we relieved for a while when seeing only 1 medicine was left.

they managed to stop the oxygen tube for a while. her breath was strong enough this time.

unfortunately she slept back after the scanning process 2 days ago.

the 2nd dialysis machine to clean her blood from some color liquid.

her last update that i have taken. these bags are connected into her stomach. her stomach is still released medical waste from the second operation. the medicine that the doctors gave is to clean her lower part of her stomach that was infected by leakage at her intestine. as long as she still produces these waste, she can't get better.

hospital

2011-04-27T06:51:00.000-07:00

day 2:

I could not sleep that night. tok cannot sleep, she felt uneasy, uncomfortable, calling me the whole night, asking me to put wet towel over her head. her temperature increase a lil bit. i get worry. until the clock turn to 4 a.m, nurse and doctor came to monitor her oftenly. their expression did not please me. tok's stomach was getting bigger. her intestine got a small leak caused by the doctors when they tried to blow pressure to push a kidney stone beside her bile. unfortunately the pipe that is used did not reach her bile and stuck at the intestine and the cause a small leakage into it. as the result, air, water, virus and other things that go trough the intestine spread out and caused damage to her stomach and kidney. when her stomach was getting bigger, the doctor decide to perforate her belly, at least to let the air release. but nothing happened. after half an hour, they decided to make another operation at the stomach and fix the intestine. i was shock the moment i saw her belly was connected with a white pipe. my tears drop suddenly and she wave her hand called me. she said she was frightened. i could not do anything. i grab her hand and said nothing will happen. they just try to heal her. i told her to not worry. the most unforgettable words that i could not forget is she told herself to the nurse to let the process go smoothly. if her condition is stable after the intestine is fixed, the wish to take out the kidney stone. while the process is on going, they found out that her bile was already damaged, affected by the kidney stone. they took out the bile. i waited for about 4 hours outside the operation room and they told us that she was placed in the I.C.U. her condition was really critical because her kidney was badly damage. i could not hold my tears. all my family regret for what has happened. she told my uncle before that she does not want to come to the hospital. but they insisted.

day 3:

her condition is still the same. she's not conscious. too many wire around her. i don't know what they are. her medicine alone is 8. they were pump in at the same time. water drip both at left and right. we are only allowed to visit her twice a day. once on the noon, 1-2 pm and at the afternoon at 4.30-7pm. when she conscious, we talked to her. but she seemed high with the medicine dose that she received. one of her medicine was morphine. the most expensive drug.

day 4:

on this day, doctor decided to put dialysis machine to clean her blood and at the same time give medicine to her kidney. both her kidney were infected by virus. she didn't produce any urine for about 3 days. all her body, hand and legs were swallowed. all of us panic and don't know what to do.

hospital

2011-04-20T19:28:00.000-07:00

tok masuk spital dah 4 ari. and today dah the fifth day. while I first arrived at hospital, the guard did not allowed me to enter the ward. too many in there she said. then i just waited outside, at the lounge outside the icu ward. later my two cousins came and they made noise. besa la budak2. then we all have to get out from that area. the guard said its not the time yet for visiting. finally i met tok during the visiting hour at 1. she looks worst. her stomach get bigger. her face is swollen. but according to what my uncle said, she looks better than before. a lot more better. my uncle already stayed there for 3 nights and he has abandon his works. then i decided to volunteer my self to stayed for last night.

day 1:
while observing tok, i noticed several things that i never seen before. i realized that one of doctor's characteristics is friendly :). a women next to tok's bed is suffered from cancer and she has no expectation about her future. she gave up. a doctor then came to her. he talked to her. in a very friendly way. she at first ignored him and until the last minute of their conversation, i heard the doctor said :
"makcik kat mana sekarg..kat rumah ka kat mana...?"
"hospital"
"saya sapa?"
"doktor ahmad."
"owh, makcik ingat no nama saya... terima kasih laa...mana ada lagi orang ingat nama saya. depa suma panggil saya doktor ja. saya terharu la."
suddenly the patient's behavior changed. she agree to follow the doctor advice for further check up. later after the brought her away, i heard the doctor said to his junior...
"can you do that?"
his junior just put a smile. but not a promise smile. its more or less a sorry smile.
"i'm sure you can do that. you have to try. its not that hard. just try to chat with them ok..."

i just smile, listening to his advise.

Navigator - Acid - Cotton

2011-04-18T21:14:00.000-07:00

Before the break I told my friend that I want to blog back. But not about love. I would like to write about things that I found. I learn. and I observe. Last night I was just thought some fact, or maybe we can't say it is a fact, I just assume something. The moment we say want want to learn things, all observations change to be new learning. For me it happens. At least so far.

First from the GPS system in my dad's car. I found it really noisy. And I asked them to switch it off. My dad already knew the way home but he just want to show me the new GPS. Later I managed to adapt with the noisy and the noisy became my pronunciation teacher. As the non-native speaker of English, I remembered my prof. used to say we must pronounce each word correctly, until the last alphabet sounds. I kept repeating the word from the navigator. "Left" with the /t/ sound at the end. "Right" also with the /t/ sound at the end. "Roundabout" also with the same end sound. what else..."meters" with the long /i/ sound at the first syllabus (mee).

This morning I went for sauna and swimming. Alone :( . After an hour and a half I swam, the workers asked me to move to a Jacuzzi area because they wanted to clean the pool. I moved. From far i saw the man pour something into the pool. The water seems hot. It produces steam. I keep observing. When he done, i asked him "apa tu?". "Asid". And i shocked, "ha?! yeke?". He nodded. He explained that the acid use to clean the new water that they supply to the pool. They change the water everyday. Only after 3 hours then the pool can be entered. So I just stay in the Jacuzzi for the next half an hour.

After I changed, I have a good chat with the security. Her name is Kak Ti. She's new here. Before this she worked at other condo, I don't really remember what is the condo's name. Something Perdana at KL. She told me the reason why we cannot wear cotton in pool. I thought because the cloth makes us harder to swim. It increases weight and easy for us to sink. But that is not the case. Cotton actually release tiny dust and when they are together, they will stuck the system below the pool. The cost for repairing it is really expensive. That's what the security said. Now I know. I really have to get a new swim suit. For the time being, no swimming.

Gila makan = Gila bila dah gemok

2011-04-18T07:01:00.000-07:00

Harini makan bangun2 tidoq ja abah buat nasi lemak. aku cuma just kena goreng ikan + kupas telur goreng + hidang + makan :)
then launch roti sama telur. petangnya makan keropok lekor. senjanya ada ayam golek makcik damansara mya.. sedap.

Semalam makan pulut durian. nyum3...
balik penang mau cari lagi durian. mau yang anyin~

Sebelum tu dah makan ikan bawal sweet sour. licin!

Dulu ada makan pizza kat foodcourt. then amik pasta. sebab week before tu x dapat mkn. bebai. kena mkn meat wrap ngan anep. walaupun x kena taste aritu tapi makana tu still nampak menarik. jadi makan pizza + pasta untuk balas dendam.

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Jadi sekarang bila kenang balik apa yang dah mkn...banyaknya!! patut la berat naik. huhuhu.

The real task

2011-04-18T03:47:00.000-07:00

Last night I got an assignment from my dad to do some translation text. Its not really long yet not short. It's about 3 simple paragraphs describing about some medical stuff and I accept the task. While confronting with it, I felt like its killing me. I even can't bring it to my own language. I started worried about my skill. I tried harder and harder until I manage to produce one. But a foolish one. I laughed my self. Alone. Thinking about the task. Then I saved it. Kept it safe in my 'stolen' pendrive. And today my dad asked about it. Thank god he didn't laugh but then I had to listen to a long speech. I know now is not the time to play around and I should really work harder before I graduate.

2 weeks ago I walked around with Anep at Kino and found a book, "Tiga Kali Semingu" by Dr. Faisal Tehrani. The cover pictures two persons with so Malay looks. And a short description says "Dia pandai- dia tidak menggedik pada setiap masa- dia memilih tiga kali seminggu sahaja." That what made me decided to buy the book. I thought the description refers to the 'ustaz' who gives talk to the villagers and he choses 3 times a week, but my conclusion was wrong. Its about the girl who is a widow and desperates for a husband. The book consists of 15 short stories which I found it brings me lots of new things. Not just things. I consider it Knowledge. To all my friends, we should have one. Good for us to know our own literature.

Currently I can say that I was influenced by the author and started to read his other books, " Sebongkah Batu Di Kuala Berang".

doa nak kawen :D

2010-01-14T13:49:00.000-08:00

aku nga baca2 blog2 org rmi then, this one blog is actually talks about the symptoms of disease produced by our body. start from the head until leg. mmg best pun..then, i was actually looking at his list of post then ternampak doa for those yg da kemaruk sgt nk kawen but then xleh2 nk kawen(maybe for some reason la kot kan...) keke... here it is :

Ya Allah,

Kalau dia memang jodohku, jodohkanlah. Tapi kalau bukan jodohku, jodohkanlah jugak. Jika dia tidak berjodoh denganku, maka jadikanlah kami jodoh…. Kalau dia bukan jodohku, jangan sampai dia dapat jodoh yang lain, selain ku.. Kalau dia tidak bisa dijodohkan dengan ku, jangan sampai dia dapat jodoh yang lain. Biarkan dia tidak berjodoh sama seperti diriku..

Dan saat dia telah tidak memiliki jodoh, jodohkanlah kami kembali… Kalau dia berjodoh dengan orang lain, putuskanlah! Jodohkanlah denganku… Jika dia tetap menjadi jodoh orang lain, biar orang itu ketemu jodoh dengan yang lain dulu dan kemudian jodohkan kembali dia denganku… (nak nak sangat ni..!!!.)

AMIN…

hahaha...sounds funny but according to the writer: moral of the story, please do not shy to pray for something that you really2 hope for. doa may change our fate...just believe in ALLAH :)

i feel like crying :(

2010-01-04T08:54:00.000-08:00

i have to do a lot of readings this sem, and it is hard for me because i get sleepy easily. i don't know what makes me feel so tired. i just have a normal day as before, but i realized i couldn't survive long enough to finish my reading. there are plenty of books that i haven't read yet. things just make me worried. of course this will be a huge problem to me for the whole sem. what should i do...

list of books that i have to read:

-sociolinguistics
-IR
-psycholinguistics
-major Barbara
-a room with a view
-everyman
-BM kerjaya
-moll Flanders
-Dr. Faustus

i think there is more, but i could not remember... but I'll add later... :(
PINI GANBATE!!!

end of 09

2009-12-30T22:30:00.000-08:00

before this i felt so bad cuz leaving this one kind boy and now i am meeting a new one. he wants me before but i refused, and karma just done its part, now i am looking out to him. just started this new relation n praying that it will go smoothly. realized that im not that young as before, hurt others will harm me at the end. but if he hurts me one day, i guess it is a repay for what i had done before.

reason for me to like him may not be as good as people said..the kind of person's heart. i dont see it in him so far. but i guess, he just like me in that sense. appearance is the first merit and it always be the first. no need to be hypocrite, its ok. 2nd reason, of course because we are both in opposite gender :)...created to complete the nature :)

even if the gap of me seeing another person is not really can called 'a gap', but i think i managed to forget all that happened in the past. hoping is not in my list of life anymore. lets just depend on time. talk alot will never makes thing better.

overall, so far i found this which makes my life happy and im going into it, the happiness. even it is temporary, who knows if it will remain...

problems just make things complecated. fated that abah's condition is worst right now, im going to take the responsibility during weekend. it is not really difficult to help him i guess. the difficult part is actually, seeing him in lots of silents with his days. praying that things will be back to normal just kind of illusion i think. the condition is just like wan's before. praying is the only solution.

with a new wish for this new coming year, i want things to be in their way, leeting me update my study and all... happy new year!!!

things that coloured my life :D

2009-11-24T23:21:00.000-08:00

being single is not a reason for a boring life to me cuz i have many things that can cheer me up :D
so, i give them ranking, from the most enjoy thing to the least one :)

first [comics]

so far, i hv spent more than rm300 for these. but before this holiday, the amount increase up to rm400... will it be rm 500 next year??? we'll see...

however, last night umi told me that she will burn all my comics if they are not appropriate. then this morning, all of them was transferred into boxes. :( the process of removing takes several hours(+ reading during packaging. hehe)

removing it...

into boxes.

second [mp3]

music of my life :D

third [my laptop]

fill up my free time...helping me in assignment :D

fourth [watches]

never leave one of them...need them every time.

fifth [jeans]

it fits me well :)
buy it with 70% less...
haha

sixth [handphone]
it is less important for me because, recently i'm not in mood to sms anyone.
sorry guys.

it is from abah :D

seventh [wallet]
money...money...money...

eighth [sneakers]

even though it is from bundle, but the quality is satisfied :D

ninth [fan!!!]

being a girl which cannot stand in a hot situation, this is quite important :D
therefore, it must be something that can be called 'penyejuk hati'... hehe

i love them.

City-State and World State in Greek and Roman Political Theory until Augustus by Mason Hammond

2009-08-06T02:57:00.001-07:00

City-State and World State in Greek and Roman Political Theory until Augustus by Mason Hammond

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bigbang reach japan!!!

2009-07-02T22:14:00.000-07:00

a huge thanks to minsarang.com..

i found it several days ago and all the latest informations about big bang i can know from it. their new japanese single "gara gara go" are now published and it is now in a top ranking of youtube views.

their japenese comersial name are:

g-dragon : g-dragon
seungri : V.I

dea sung : d-lite

tae yang : sol

t.o.p : T.O.P

d'masiv

2009-06-27T19:25:00.000-07:00

crazy about them ;-)

Saat aku tertawa di atas semua

Saat aku menangisi kesedihanku
Aku ingin engkau selalu ada

Aku ingin engkau aku kenang
Selama aku masih bisa bernafas

Masih sanggup berjalanKu kan slalu memujamu

Meski ku tak tau lagi

Engkau ada di mana

Dengarkan aku ku merindukanmu
Saat aku mencoba merubah sgalanyaSaat aku meratapi kekalahanku
[Interlude]
Dengarkan aku ku merindukanmu

my new friend

2009-04-20T06:51:00.000-07:00

last Saturday i went out with anep a.k.a abg afiqah and it was great to hang out with him. at first i was in doubt whether i should go or not, but hang out with him is not boring at all. we went to watch the fast and furious 4 and the movie absolutely fantastic. although the conflict is not deeper as the title, but the actions and sound effects have covered the weak part. then we walked to lawyat and went to sg.wang. guess what, there was a cat walk show when we arrived and a modle there just like johny depp. hahaha.. i really like that fake johny depp. after eating we just chatting a litle bit and go straight home.

my old life

2009-04-11T08:05:00.000-07:00

I bet u people don't belief these picas are all me :

this is more alike as now. just a bit slim than my current looks.

my appetite starts to grow at this age.

compared to now? you can refer to the previous post below. huhu...

the dinner was not bad even the food were bad

2009-04-10T10:10:00.000-07:00

So, basically what makes the dinner nice is the atmosphere which was black n red. but it has to be reminded that this was not perjumpaan puteri umno ok :D

before the moment

i think im ready!

so here we are:

i hate...

2009-03-31T21:00:00.000-07:00

My mom said not to talk with stranger.
Do their mom tell them that???
Why do they bother to talk with some one that they dont even know?
I only talk with people whose I've known their:
name and face
some one that i have to talk with or
to people that i need to deal something with them.
Go away stranger because you are not invited into my world
I dont like to disturb people = i dont want people to disturb me.

-ME-

my result on pessimism test

2009-02-06T07:02:00.000-08:00

Snapshot Report
Cynicism
58
According to your responses, your perspective of humankind is neither naïve nor jaded. Instead of assuming the best or worst of someone, you wait before making a judgment. You prefer to have others earn your trust, and although you won’t necessarily assume everyone has a hidden agenda, you’re also not the type to accept everything people say or do at face value. Tempered with a hearty dose of skepticism, this is a relatively healthy perspective. You may however, benefit from being a little more trusting. Unlike their less positive counterparts, optimists will at least try to find the good in even the most difficult of people, and are much more willing to place their faith in others. Although this doesn’t mean that you should trust the good intentions of everyone you meet, a leap of faith every once in a while couldn’t hurt.

you also can try once at : http://www.queendom.com/tests/index.htm

TaeYang-Na man bara bwa

2009-01-26T07:28:00.000-08:00

although t.o.p is the most member that i like, but when it comes to voice, i have to admit that taeyang is the best :D. however, no one can compete the smile of my t.o.p. lalala~

i listen to this nowadays

2008-12-28T01:21:00.000-08:00

i love that guy ;)

my taste :p

2008-12-13T07:42:00.001-08:00

this conversation was happened for about two weeks ago :

norafini zulkurnain: ang tau aa taste aku
norafini zulkurnain: ?
norafini zulkurnain: bgtau sikit?
hana: mika comey
norafini zulkurnain: mika?
hana: kecik skit
hana: rambut cacak2 skit
norafini zulkurnain: muka la
norafini zulkurnain: kecik tu apa? badan ka? muka?

hana: muka

hana: rambut lurus gak la

norafini zulkurnain: lg?
hana: hmmm
hana: tinggi
norafini zulkurnain: haha
hana: kurus
hana: slim
norafini zulkurnain: lg3
norafini zulkurnain: slim x kot..
norafini zulkurnain: tp, boleh la..
norafini zulkurnain: sungmin x slim
norafini zulkurnain: lg3?
norafini zulkurnain: ada lg aaa...yg paling pntg ang x sebot
norafini zulkurnain: MATA SEPET cm film SEPET!!!
hana: cinese look
hana: putih
norafini zulkurnain: wahaha
hana: yg pasti mcm cina la
norafini zulkurnain: itulah yg kita cr!
hana: hidung kemek
hana: wuakakakak
norafini zulkurnain: kemek?
norafini zulkurnain: hala..aku takot aa org idung tggi ni
hana: gurau ja
hana: hidung penyek
norafini zulkurnain: xpa..br sama cm aku
norafini zulkurnain: wakaka

i love hana!!!

i want a bike!!!!

2008-12-06T08:53:00.000-08:00

is this cute? i think it superb. lalala~

this is smart...

this is so classic!!!

this is my dream, truely my dream stuff!!!

2008-11-29T20:07:00.000-08:00

the looks : front look

from the side

upper look

oh Allah...please give me a '3 pointer' for my marks because through it, umi will buy me this :D

i'm cool right now!

2008-11-23T06:43:00.000-08:00

at this moment, i feel so happy. eventhough i am locking in my house, i know that in these few weeks i will meet my old friend, HANA si busuk..kekeke..(jgn marah aa)

DOUSHITE???

2008-11-19T19:25:00.000-08:00

(Hero)Doushite...Kimi wo suki ni natte shimattan darou?

Donna ni toki ga nagarete mo kimi wa zutto

Koko ni iru to omotteta noni

(Micky)Demo kimi ga eranda no wa chigau michi

(Hero)Doushite...Kimi ni nani mo tsutaerarenakattan darou?

Mainichi maiban tsunotteku omoiAfuredasu kotobaWakatteta noni

(Yunho)Mou todokanai

(Xiah)Hajimete deatta sono hi kara

Kimi wo shitteita ki ga shittandaAmari ni shizen ni tokekonde shimatta futari

(Max)Doko ni iku nori mo issho de kimi ga iru koto ga touzen de

Bokura wa futari de otonani natte kita

(Micky)Demo kimi ga eranda no wa chigau michi

(Xiah)Doushite...Kimi wo suki ni natte shimattan darou?

Donna ni toki ga nagarete mo kimi wa zutto

Koko ni iru to omotteta noni

(Yunho)Mou kanawanai

Tokubetsuna imi wo motsu kyou wo

Shiawase kao de tatsu kyou wo

Kireina sugata de kami sama ni chikatteru, kimi wo

(Micky)Boku janai hito no tonari de

Shukufuku sarateru sugata wo

Boku wa douyatte miokureba ii no darou?

(Hero)Mou doushite...

Kimi ga suki ni natte shimattan darou?

Ano koro no bokura no koto

(Micky)Mou modorenai

(Hero)Kangaeta (Micky) Modorenai (Hero)kangaeta

(Max)Doushite...Kimi no te wo tsukami ubaenakattan darou?

Donna ni toki ga nagarete mo kimi wa zutto

Boku no yoko ni iru hazu datta

(Yunho)Mou kanawanai

(Xiah)Soredemo kimi ga boku no soba nara to itte mo

Eien ni kimi ga shiawase de iru koto

Tada negatteru

(Hero)Tatoe sore ga donna na sabishikute mo

(Xiah)Setsunakute mo

i feel bad

2008-11-08T05:41:00.000-08:00

I dont know what to say but at this moment, i just feel bad with my self.
i wanna breakup but i think its not nice to do like that to him.
i feel bad to my mum cuz she always talk about money with me..
i feel bad to my dad cuz he doesn't care if i got money to eat or not..
i feel bad cuz i have to pretend in front of him..
i feel bad cuz my laptop is down again..
i feel bad cuz nobody can help me to fix my laptop..
i feel bad cuz i have not finish study for the last paper yet..
i feel bad cuz i really miss mardhiah but i cant see her face..
i feel bad cuz tina said i gemok like mak org..
i feel bad cuz i like sung min but i know i will never have a chance to meet him..
i feel bad cuz at this moment i cant look for sunmin face cuz all his pictures are in my laptop..
i fell bad untill i dont know what to do..
but i realized one thing that HE is always be beside me..
i hope HE will fix all the bad felling of me.. [ameen]

....-------....

2008-11-05T19:58:00.000-08:00

me love sungmin!!!

lalala~

please refer to previous previous topic about favorite

:p

i think i lost the sweet moment of us

2008-11-04T21:04:00.000-08:00

i just wanna be alone

some say single is the best status

i had ask my friends

they said its not nice to leave him

some say "he still can be ur friend"

the truth is, he's too kind for me, how could i just turn from him, just like that

without valid reason

and i know he will be hurt

should i just wait?

and pretend?

put the lie on my own face

at the same time give him more hope

or just take back his confident

towards me..

God, help me to resolve this

i really really need YOU right now

will this bad feeling heal?

or it is because umi do not want this?

the problem is,

how to tell him????!

sungmin!!

2008-11-04T07:14:00.000-08:00

i found him to be really cute these days... and i dunno why. by the way, i've known this celeb for months a go and i just notice about the cutie of this guy... take a look babe~ angau kot..haha

cute part of him

cute part of us maybe???

I lost one part of my life

2008-10-15T00:42:00.000-07:00

Item : mobile phone

Brand : motorola

Model : V3i

Price (2006) : 700 + 1G memory card

Colour : gray metalic

Pictures :

Feeling : very sad

Note for theif : take it. i had lock the msg function!

end of my sem

2008-10-13T00:38:00.000-07:00

the pack time has just arrived within this week. two works need to be handed at a time.
thursday (16/10/08) 4pm-essay due date!
8.30 pm-play performance.

it is just 2 more days left for me to practice the performance with the script memorization and the gesture on the stage. we will presented the play in front of of our classmate and the funny lecturer. all of them are like more than 50 people.

tomorrow, i have to read my memorization on 3 surahs, but still i havent memorize them yet. what to do? (*_*)

the most things that i enjoyed during this sem :

1- my new love towards kenichi matsuyama - i love him so much
2-suddenly feel like having two kids in my life (botak n haziq) - the cute boys of papa's sister
3-my red sliper - rm6.90
4-sirah class - the advice by sohirin
5-rasok class - sweet smile of my lect
6-kak mei class-crazy funny

alone

2008-09-25T23:13:00.000-07:00

all are going back to their hometown. and i'm still here at my room. packaging all the stuff including all my comics to a one big bag.

i miss nayibah, and tried to find her at ym.. she did not appear. but fadil did. hehe...
but it was a bit disappointed, i want to talk with her, i want to tell her my depression.. but at the end, i just end up with doing my assignment.

and today, again, i came to cc, and i found her! haha.. but things happen to the other way.
shes the one who tell me about her story..

hehe.. whatever.. i miss her~

favorite

2008-09-19T23:49:00.000-07:00

i had notice that all my friends got their own favorite celebrity. and 'that person' is always be chnaged due to the season. i list the example here:-

this is S-u-h-a-d-a in love with K-i-m H-e-e C-h-u-l

.......................

this is L-i-y-a-n-a in love with T-e-p-p-e-i

.....................

this is F-a-t-e-n in love with C-h-o S-i W-o-n

......................

this is N-a-n-a in ove with S-h-i-n-e-e

...................

and the las but not least,

this is me ( A-p-p-i-n-i) in love with K-e-n-i-c-h-i

.................

hahahaha. that is all for today :)

explorace

2008-08-18T07:46:00.000-07:00

i was joining an explorace last saturday and it was tired but fun. we are all the PGG members were devided into 10 groups and guess what, we are all not knowing each other. at first i thought its gonna be a trouble in communicating. but later, it was going smoothly.

there are 8 check point that we had to pass. the first check point was called pink check point and we have a game called "bergu".we pass all the 5 words given. second check point was quite interesting where two of us need to be a representative to sing several national song. the game was called " jangan lupa lirik" just like at Astro. next was not a game. it is just like a duty. we have to clean a car that been dirty by flour. we are just given two pail of water and a bit of soap, with two towels. thats all we have to make the car clean. owh, there were many more. lots of fun to tell here.

oh, mcd just come ack from Hong kong. she said HK was a best place. but i dont have any intention to go there.

i am following the economy index of japan recently and i found that the rate of their economy was not as stable as before. it was going down until -2.4%... i think it is quite dangerous for japan.

i was home sick last day.. miss my family..huhu

its my birthday!!!

2008-07-24T07:08:00.000-07:00

last two days was my birthday and i found out that there are several people who didnt wish me yet. :D

wrong class... oooopps!

2008-07-07T19:48:00.000-07:00

my day seems to be good. i woke up at 6, after subuh, at 7 i when to the female stadium, doing my exercise and get ready to class at 9.30 am. the class is start at 10 am, so i hope that i will no late for my first class. i checked my schedule, take a look at the venue and it stated that i have to go to the IRK 2 1.25. it is my sirah class. the ustaz came then, and my friend and i were exited to get the front sit. we are the earlier students that got in to the class. and suddenly, the ustaz is talking in arabic and i feel something has going wrong. ustaz gives me the list name to tick the attendance, and i look at the subject name, oh my god!!! its mot my class. i get in into the wrong class. he started to ask everybody's name in arabic, started to write in arabic and i realized that i will be the first girl that will introduce my self. my freind had started to ask me to tell the ustaz that we had a wrong venue. with a huge ashame, i make my move and tell the ustaz the truth. we get out of the calss as cool as we can. hahaha. after that i called another friend to ask about the venue. it is beside the wrong class. thanks God the lecturer had not come in yet. the class is cancel and i came to the library to update my blog.

aizat AF5

2008-07-03T21:21:00.000-07:00

i just know about this boy called aizat(gegar). he is a singer which i really admire his voice. this talented boy is physically big in the academy but he manages to loose his weight now. i just saw him on tv, an wow!! he make a new appearence to his style. let's compare how is he before and now.

BEFORE

he was big,curly hair and just look untidy on his wear.

AFTER

and this is the new look of aizat. he was at muzik@Ria programe with hani the host of muzik@Ria. aizat handsome!

pilihlah aku-sleeq

2008-06-30T20:03:00.000-07:00

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2008-06-30T19:41:00.001-07:00

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im home.

2008-06-30T00:10:00.000-07:00

after being at kedah for almost 3 months, i am very happy for coming home. at last, i will able to meet my friends. especially eizzah :D . after this i will go out to renew my licence. maybe for three years. i just have 2 days more to spent at penang. i will go to kl on wednesday. my registration is on the 6th of july. means,my life will return to be a student which surrounded by rules. but its ok because i love that title. it wll brings me to the successful life. insyaallah~

fitri masok panggung!!!

2008-06-29T23:57:00.000-07:00

haha... we might say what we hate, but affraid your words :D

suka-suka

2008-06-07T20:41:00.000-07:00

I've been spend my 3months holiday at my village. taking care for my aunt. i think that is a good thing to do. but as a normal teen (am i??), the feeling of bored always come and go when there is nothing to do. my job here is not difficult as i thought. just feeding her when she cant eat well. sometimes she looks as a normal person, very fine. and i had thought once that she might created the bad situation of her to get a sympathy from us. but when i think about it again, its hard to make our self in a bad situation. people cant cry for the whole day, non-stop! cannot! but my aunt just did it. so, i guess she got a problem with her psychology. she need an psychologist. but villagers always think in a different way. they prefer to see the 'village doctor'. fortunately it makes she looks better than before. she can eat by herself now. just sometime she cry as she used to be before.

as long as i've been here, many beautiful and weired things i saw. i like to go out, snapping pics and jogging around my village, and found a few beautiful bird's nest hanging on a coconut tree. the shape is long, thin on its top and getting bigger at the end. it got two holes. there is another nest which from the same spices of bird on a top of rubber tree. but it is only with one hole. both are very tidy and unique. overall i can say about it is, it use a lot of creativity. another nest is stated in a tree like we often see. the normal nest of birds.

the weired things...erm.. umi come to me this week. she will be here until friday. haha. im glad. many things i have to buy. and i had list them all. just wait for my mum to...SHOPPING!!!!
the happiest thing for women.

reunion aka flash back memories

2008-06-01T08:00:00.002-07:00

we got a reunion last week. i guess, this reunion is more meaningful than before. i dont know why, but i just feel that way. before the reunion, there is a function at my school. regarding the 2nd decade of my school's old, we had a great meeting between parents and teacher, and also a carnival. most of the students participated in progressing the carnival. for me, it was a great day that the whole school had contributed.

i met with my two besto frent! mama wie n fitri. haha...both are getting matured. widad looks serious with arif. but the relationship is a bit complicated. i feel sorry when i saw her face in a sad expression. i know that she dont want to loose arif. from her talk, i can imagine that arif is a kind hatred person, caring about her, but may be he just dont know how to show it. plus, the situation of him makes he act in that way.

unexpected love story...erm, used to be a love story i guess. hehehe.. i dont know and never cross in my mind that fitri used to have an affair with timah adnan. my junior. its not a funny thing for me. by that, i just realize that timah is actually not like what we seen her as her. yeah, women still have a 'small feeling' what people call 'naluri ingin di sayangi'.

this is another unexpected case that widad, fitri and i had to go trough. it goes like this, because of that is my first time i met fitri, he ask me to send him at the bus station. his bus was at 2.30pm. we move from m3 at 12, and had our launch at kangar. he went with his friends and i went with widad to kfc. at 2 pm, he came to us. but we just started to eat. and i think he will miss the bus if he wait for us. so i told him,

"balik next bus la...bas ke ipoh byk x?"
"sapa nk byr..."
"aku la.."
"btoi?"
"yup."
widad add, " kiteorg share aa, bila lagi mau blanja ko"

then we decided to postpone the time. after we prayed, we go straight to the bus stop and, no!!!! there is no bus to ipoh at the evening. the early bus is at 9pm. God knows how guilty i am towards fitri. if only i finish up my lauch quickly, things like this will not happened. at the end, we spent our day at kangar. just three of us. hahaha. the unexpected experience. spending a day without any reasonable reason. kah3..

during dinner, there is another unexpected visitor show up. shaker. he is from my batch. he spoiled my mood with a stupid question that came out from his mouth...
"eh, dulu bkn ngn ehsan ke?"
stop. er... back to the real point.

after seeing him, widad's face is suddenly changed. if before, she said she got an head edge, but it disappear all of sudden. impressive! shaker brings an aura that cant be say by mouth. haha. and it changes widad.

overall, i am really, very, strongly, bravely said that i got a beautiful happiness on that day. with all the unexpected things, can make my day full of meaning.

japan haa??

2008-04-01T05:58:00.000-07:00

what do u think about sudy aboard??

i need answers...

2008-03-07T09:37:00.000-08:00

tq ;)

2008-02-18T04:49:00.000-08:00

Thank You
for someone had thought me what is love,
back than i was not ok without u,
but now i am very sure that
i am fine without u,
runaway this time without u,
i take back my love that u r stealing,
for some one that i truely trusted.
Thank You
because of u i know which person are suitable for me,
and i just burry the old memory
in this song.

straitjacket feeling

Back me down from backing up
Hold your breath now it's stacking up
Etched with marks, but I can deal
And you're the problem and you can't feel
Try this on, straitjacket feeling
so maybe I won't be alone
Take back now, my life you're stealing

Yesterday was over
Today I'm fine without you
Runaway this time without you
And all I ever thought you'd be
That face is tearing holes in me again

Trust you is just one defense
off a list of others, you don't make sense
Beg me time and time again
to take you back now, but you can't win
Take back now, my life you're stealing

Yesterday was over
Today I'm fine without you
Runaway this time without you
And all I ever thought you'd be
That face is tearing holes in me again
but today I'm fine without you
Runaway this time without you
And all the things you put me through
I'm holding on by letting go of you

And when the memory slips away
There will be a better view from here
And only lonesome you remains
and just the thought of you I fear
it falls away

Yesterday was over
Today I'm fine without you
Runaway this time without you
And all I ever thought you'd be
That face is tearing holes in me again
but today I'm fine without you
Runaway this time without you
And all the things you put me through
I'm holding on by letting go of you

pagi-pagi...

2007-11-08T18:25:00.000-08:00

recently i got to go to the toilet every morning... hu...
and today i got scolded by jang. waaa...she knows about me n ustad. and she dont wanna us to be longer.. i ignore it. for me, the best that i can do now is pray to allah. i hope he dose too. and this is important, i guess. hehe..

the death note will be handing to ustad today. he wiil replace the owner of that book. haha... funny. i just use some page, and it will be given to someone. and he have to write a diary. that is the task for him.

o my God.. again, i need to go to the ladies....

nice song!

2007-11-01T06:34:00.000-07:00

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blur in class..

2007-09-19T01:38:00.000-07:00

i just came back from my poetry class. i don't know why everyone is blur in class just now. we did two poems just now, A Fantasy and Love is not all.

A fantasy is about a woman, who just lost her husband... and she have to start her new life as a widow. Earn her kids by her own, without her husband. everything is going to change. At the cemetery, she just looking at the folded hand of her husband. and suddenly her house is full of visitors. she sit stately, trying to be strong. not to cry. but deep inside, she wants all of them go back home. she wants to go to backwards. where there is only she and her husband. where there was their first kiss.

And the second poem is about love. at first the speaker is saying that love is not all. not foods and drinks.not a shelter that we can live in. not something that we can hold on when we drowning.but somehow, many a man are getting died without enough love. sometimes, she feels that she wants to sell all her love to get peace. to get some food when she was in a difficult time. she thinks she would do that, but no. she can't do that actually because for her love is everything.
hemm... what do you think? does the poet being sarcastic?

in da lib~

2007-07-31T06:19:00.000-07:00

just drop by coz i miss my blog.. lalala~

~sleepy morning~

2007-07-30T21:15:00.000-07:00

huhu. i slept again after subuh prayer... while sms-ing papa.. then he called me.. hehe... (thanks ya!) then, after i had done all works that i left yesterday, i went to lib at 10.30am. reading my new short stories, The country's doctor... given by madam yesterday. written by Malay's author.
she did write form 5 short story, 'Bunga Telur and balley shoes' (if i wasn't mistaken).

And now i'm really2 hungry. waiting for sue and yana... their class didn't finish yet. and i'm getting cold being in lib for a long time. and, i decided to wait them at cafe... everyday is just the same thing that i done.. waiting for them before eating. huhuhu..

last night~p.diddy ft keyshia cole

2007-05-19T03:45:00.001-07:00

Get video codes at Bolt.

i continue with my post yesterday...

2007-05-16T01:41:00.000-07:00

today we have cooked 4 different menu and i really2 like the menu during launch time. It is 'sambal kentang'... i dont know how to translate it in eng..but the main ingredient is potato and i really like potato. so i ate too much today.

i've heard that this college wants to make a trip. and my cousin's name and i are including in the list trip. i am really happy coz there is a long time i didnt go for camping. i want to finish all my time there in the waterfall. hehehe...

i dont know why lately, fitri is acting wired with me. it was happened when he saw my picture in my YM's avatar. huh~ i dont think he will like me... its more easy if i treat him as a friend.
And another thing had surprised me was,zakuan. i didnt know that he really2 concern about me. well..all my friends,they do concern about me coz they had been my friend for a long time.. but zakuan, i just know him last semester. and he really2 do care about me..
He'd called me two days ago, asked me if im ok or not. he'd heard about my ex-bf will getting married soon and i still thinking about that guy. and sometimes, i do think about ihsan. and all these make him worry about me. he also ask me why i didnt tell him about my poetry paper. he knows that i fail that paper from sue. he said, he keep thinking why i didnt tell him all these coz i seems close with him in matrix. and..what more can i say, just ask for his forgiveness.
I like when we both wish gdnite and "i miss u..mmuah!!" hehe..
i really3 miss him.. tq zakuan :)

2007-05-15T02:18:00.000-07:00

ive been an assistant to a chef now.. its been two days including today. owh god.. its too tired being an assistant of a chef. you have to do anything...and all the things that you did, some of it, didn't make yuor customer happy at all. that is the sad part.

the best part in my new job is... i work with my beloved cousin,shida. she always had many stories to tell about.

cute

2007-05-12T08:59:00.000-07:00

MUET

2007-04-26T18:17:00.000-07:00

tomorrow i will sit for my muet test.. owh... i feel really2 nervouse. i dont make any preparation. i just go and sit for the test. my God.. please help me to past excellently!

last nite he mssg me again. i thought he wouldn't mssg me anymore..huh~ just wanna tell me that tomorrow, erk.. i mean today, his final will begin.. so, i just wish him a huge best of luck! from our conversation last nite, i know that he didn't finish his revision yet..pity on him. and he send me a gdnite wish at 2am and another mssg at 4.30am. he want me to wake him up this morning to continue his study. and i did it. but it preety much late.. i notice that he wake up at 7am. can he make a revision at that time..? i dont know..coz, he tell me that the exam will start at 8.30am.. perhaps he's done. it shows that i still care about him eh?? :p whatever..

i will hanging out with nabila and hamidah today.. owh..this 2 girls..i miss them alot. very much. i always share my secret with them..rather my others roomates. and, they do the same to me. thats why, i feel easy to join them in anytime eventhough we just know each other at uia. oh, its late, i got to go.. i do not iron my scarf yet.. adios!

my japanese name!!!

2007-04-24T19:24:00.000-07:00

Your Japanese Name Is...

Sachiko Yamamoto

What's" your Japanese Name?

nothing to do..

2007-04-19T19:06:00.000-07:00

I’ve read an article in a news paper on 18 April… It’s about the ranks fastest in love-making. Huh~ doesn’t it’s a shame things to tell out? And what makes me read the article is, the Malaysian spend 19.9 mins in loves-making. Hahaha… lol… things like that had been discussing in TV also. This was the research from the ‘Global Sexual Wellbeing Survey’ by condom-maker. And… the article tell about the percent of satisfy doing sex… haha… Why people keep research about this? Doesn’t it’s a personal things to discuss? I don’t understand…:~???

Move to another issues… about the loosing boy, Yin. He had been found after been missing for about 15 days. During the 15 days, he was keeping by a Myanmar couple in Sentul. The problem now is, his parents want to take an action by sending the Myanmar couple to the police. Government thought that there was a syndicates by the Myanmar couple, kidnap kids and send them for beggars… owh, I don’t thinks so. Why they need to do that? They also parents…and they know the feelings of parents. People should thanks to the Myanmar couple coz didn’t hurt that boy. They take good care to that boy what… it’s not fair to send them to police. L

And sports… this was another big achievement by Nicole when she again being a winner in the final of the Qatar Classic in Doha. Overall, she had winning 3 times in big competition like this. No wonder she was titled as one of the best player in the world. Owh, she is the no.1 squashy player so far… hehehe... Malaysia boleh!!! Wawawa… proud being a Malaysian J

Actually, I was planning of taking my sister to some book store around KL. But I had canceled it this morning… pity on her… she had ironed her cloths… huhu~ I just can’t go. If I go, I will miss another episode of ‘Bukan Cinderella’. I had missed it yesterday… owh, talking about yesterday, I’ve already got my result. I failed again. Looks like I am a stupid person. Madam wan had advised me to take a break and continue my new semester in July. She is true. I think that is the best I should do now. But I don’t want to be free for a long time. If that, I’ll keep remembering *****. I hate that. And, last night he had SMS me to say good night. And that’s all. No sweet words anymore. I’ve told before, he will easily forget me. But it’s ok J I can accept it now! I try!

zakuan :)

2007-04-16T21:33:00.001-07:00

hehe.. last week zakuan was in penang and i've met him. he followed her father. his father got buisness to do.. he looks cute wearing kain pelekat ;p hehe. i bought him nasi kandar from my place to him. he told me that he didnt take his dinner yet and i go out, bought some food for him. its been 2 months we havent met. and i miss him very much.. miss to be in a class with him. hihi

Mish u zakuan!!

i hate him!!

2007-04-16T20:50:00.000-07:00

im happy being his friend. The problem is he always make me jelaous with his story. huh~ fine! (hey,u think u good enough!! aergh.. i hate u!) and start from now..i will try not to msg him anymore. i feel like, i was like a stupid person when he always talk about his ex. what, he thought im willing to hear all the story.. oh, hello.. i hate to listen all that lol. and now, i can't stand anymore when 1 nite he told that his ex had called him and they were on the phone for about 2 hours. finally that nite, i told him that i dont like 'that girl' called him coz.. of course he will not msg me as usual anymore :( but he had promised me to not forget me. whatever...

The thing is..i like to be friend of him.. and i like him. but after i told him that actually im not happy when her ex called him, he was like, told me that the girl was his first.. he know that i was unhappy that nite.. the i replied, "then, the 1st cannot be the 2nd??" and i forgot what he had replied to me.. at last i told him that i dont want to be like my 1st relationship.. and he undestand.. but,after what had happened, i think he still have a hope with the girl and i feel uneasy to hope anything from him. and i decide, just to be his friend :)

Huhu..and i was thinking that this is my chance to get close with this 'one boy'. he looks shy when with me..haha. start my new plan with sue..hehe ;p

hooray!

2007-04-09T07:24:00.000-07:00

Yes!! Finally I've been free from examination. just waiting for the result on 17th april. the paper just now is not to hard for me..erm..maybe i struggle more on this paper. i've spent for about 4days to cover in this subject only.hehe.. God knows how paranoid i am before this. i dont want to repeat the paper. i cant stand to be in poetry class anymore.however, i have to take it again at Gombak soon.. and it might be hard than this time. i need to prepare for that. i batter get known or familiar with the subject. probably with other subjects too.. owh.. i've looked at the module that i'll be taking in main campus soon. owh my God, i've to take all the 54 subjects before i get m degree. emh..i need a strong support from everyone..

Tomorrow i will return home. everybody at home alaways call me and ask when i want to return home..hm..miss me?? hehe..perhaps.. but i miss all my friends here. miss to go to class with them,miss to get dinner with them every night, miss to have fun and play jokes with them.. but ot all of them are here right now. zakuan and manap are not here :( aizat just return home this morning..maybe its difficult to me to meet aizat again. But still can meet them at main campus even it takes a lot of time.

huh.. miss them so much lol..

bihah!! see me..

2007-04-07T23:19:00.000-07:00

Finally.. i create my blog on google. As bihah had ask me to be a blogger on google.So bihah, here i am :)

I have nothing to say rite now,just keep my mind to miss my friend,mc dee.And tomorrow I'll be sitting for my poetry exam for the second time..hehehe. 20 of my friends and I have to re-sit that paper in order to graduate from this matrix, and many more have to repeat that subject again. Thanks God I just need to re-sit it. And hope that I'll pass this time.

Right after the exam, I wanna go back home. I miss my home very much.But I hate to be in bus for hours..ergh.. but I have to..

Hmm..nothing imortant right now than thinking of the questions that maight come tomorrow. oh.. I need to struggle tonight. wish me luck ya!

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i feel bad

....-------....

i think i lost the sweet moment of us

sungmin!!

I lost one part of my life

end of my sem

alone

favorite

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its my birthday!!!

wrong class... oooopps!

aizat AF5

pilihlah aku-sleeq

im home.

fitri masok panggung!!!

suka-suka

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japan haa??

tq ;)

pagi-pagi...

nice song!

blur in class..

in da lib~

~sleepy morning~

last night~p.diddy ft keyshia cole

i continue with my post yesterday...

cute

MUET

my japanese name!!!

nothing to do..

zakuan :)

i hate him!!

hooray!

bihah!! see me..

reunion aka flash back memories