this is my dream, truely my dream stuff!!!

the looks : front look















from the side
















upper look




















oh Allah...please give me a '3 pointer' for my marks because through it, umi will buy me this :D

i'm cool right now!

at this moment, i feel so happy. eventhough i am locking in my house, i know that in these few weeks i will meet my old friend, HANA si busuk..kekeke..(jgn marah aa)

DOUSHITE???

(Hero)Doushite...Kimi wo suki ni natte shimattan darou?

Donna ni toki ga nagarete mo kimi wa zutto

Koko ni iru to omotteta noni

(Micky)Demo kimi ga eranda no wa chigau michi

(Hero)Doushite...Kimi ni nani mo tsutaerarenakattan darou?

Mainichi maiban tsunotteku omoiAfuredasu kotobaWakatteta noni

(Yunho)Mou todokanai

(Xiah)Hajimete deatta sono hi kara

Kimi wo shitteita ki ga shittandaAmari ni shizen ni tokekonde shimatta futari

(Max)Doko ni iku nori mo issho de kimi ga iru koto ga touzen de

Bokura wa futari de otonani natte kita

(Micky)Demo kimi ga eranda no wa chigau michi

(Xiah)Doushite...Kimi wo suki ni natte shimattan darou?

Donna ni toki ga nagarete mo kimi wa zutto

Koko ni iru to omotteta noni

(Yunho)Mou kanawanai

Tokubetsuna imi wo motsu kyou wo

Shiawase kao de tatsu kyou wo

Kireina sugata de kami sama ni chikatteru, kimi wo

(Micky)Boku janai hito no tonari de

Shukufuku sarateru sugata wo

Boku wa douyatte miokureba ii no darou?

(Hero)Mou doushite...

Kimi ga suki ni natte shimattan darou?

Ano koro no bokura no koto

(Micky)Mou modorenai

(Hero)Kangaeta (Micky) Modorenai (Hero)kangaeta

(Max)Doushite...Kimi no te wo tsukami ubaenakattan darou?

Donna ni toki ga nagarete mo kimi wa zutto

Boku no yoko ni iru hazu datta

(Yunho)Mou kanawanai

(Xiah)Soredemo kimi ga boku no soba nara to itte mo

Eien ni kimi ga shiawase de iru koto

Tada negatteru

(Hero)Tatoe sore ga donna na sabishikute mo

(Xiah)Setsunakute mo

i feel bad

I dont know what to say but at this moment, i just feel bad with my self.
i wanna breakup but i think its not nice to do like that to him.
i feel bad to my mum cuz she always talk about money with me..
i feel bad to my dad cuz he doesn't care if i got money to eat or not..
i feel bad cuz i have to pretend in front of him..
i feel bad cuz my laptop is down again..
i feel bad cuz nobody can help me to fix my laptop..
i feel bad cuz i have not finish study for the last paper yet..
i feel bad cuz i really miss mardhiah but i cant see her face..
i feel bad cuz tina said i gemok like mak org..
i feel bad cuz i like sung min but i know i will never have a chance to meet him..
i feel bad cuz at this moment i cant look for sunmin face cuz all his pictures are in my laptop..
i fell bad untill i dont know what to do..
but i realized one thing that HE is always be beside me..
i hope HE will fix all the bad felling of me.. [ameen]

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me love sungmin!!!

lalala~

please refer to previous previous topic about favorite

:p

i think i lost the sweet moment of us

i just wanna be alone

some say single is the best status

i had ask my friends

they said its not nice to leave him

some say "he still can be ur friend"

the truth is, he's too kind for me, how could i just turn from him, just like that

without valid reason

and i know he will be hurt

should i just wait?

and pretend?

put the lie on my own face

at the same time give him more hope

or just take back his confident

towards me..

God, help me to resolve this

i really really need YOU right now

will this bad feeling heal?

or it is because umi do not want this?

the problem is,

how to tell him????!

sungmin!!

i found him to be really cute these days... and i dunno why. by the way, i've known this celeb for months a go and i just notice about the cutie of this guy... take a look babe~ angau kot..haha

cute part of him

cute part of us maybe???