Monday, June 30, 2008

pilihlah aku-sleeq

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im home.

after being at kedah for almost 3 months, i am very happy for coming home. at last, i will able to meet my friends. especially eizzah :D . after this i will go out to renew my licence. maybe for three years. i just have 2 days more to spent at penang. i will go to kl on wednesday. my registration is on the 6th of july. means,my life will return to be a student which surrounded by rules. but its ok because i love that title. it wll brings me to the successful life. insyaallah~

Sunday, June 29, 2008

fitri masok panggung!!!

haha... we might say what we hate, but affraid your words :D

Saturday, June 7, 2008


I've been spend my 3months holiday at my village. taking care for my aunt. i think that is a good thing to do. but as a normal teen (am i??), the feeling of bored always come and go when there is nothing to do. my job here is not difficult as i thought. just feeding her when she cant eat well. sometimes she looks as a normal person, very fine. and i had thought once that she might created the bad situation of her to get a sympathy from us. but when i think about it again, its hard to make our self in a bad situation. people cant cry for the whole day, non-stop! cannot! but my aunt just did it. so, i guess she got a problem with her psychology. she need an psychologist. but villagers always think in a different way. they prefer to see the 'village doctor'. fortunately it makes she looks better than before. she can eat by herself now. just sometime she cry as she used to be before.

as long as i've been here, many beautiful and weired things i saw. i like to go out, snapping pics and jogging around my village, and found a few beautiful bird's nest hanging on a coconut tree. the shape is long, thin on its top and getting bigger at the end. it got two holes. there is another nest which from the same spices of bird on a top of rubber tree. but it is only with one hole. both are very tidy and unique. overall i can say about it is, it use a lot of creativity. another nest is stated in a tree like we often see. the normal nest of birds.

the weired things...erm.. umi come to me this week. she will be here until friday. haha. im glad. many things i have to buy. and i had list them all. just wait for my mum to...SHOPPING!!!!
the happiest thing for women.

Sunday, June 1, 2008

*reunion aka flash back memories*

we got a reunion last week. i guess, this reunion is more meaningful than before. i dont know why, but i just feel that way. before the reunion, there is a function at my school. regarding the 2nd decade of my school's old, we had a great meeting between parents and teacher, and also a carnival. most of the students participated in progressing the carnival. for me, it was a great day that the whole school had contributed.

i met with my two besto frent! mama wie n fitri. haha...both are getting matured. widad looks serious with arif. but the relationship is a bit complicated. i feel sorry when i saw her face in a sad expression. i know that she dont want to loose arif. from her talk, i can imagine that arif is a kind hatred person, caring about her, but may be he just dont know how to show it. plus, the situation of him makes he act in that way.

unexpected love story...erm, used to be a love story i guess. hehehe.. i dont know and never cross in my mind that fitri used to have an affair with timah adnan. my junior. its not a funny thing for me. by that, i just realize that timah is actually not like what we seen her as her. yeah, women still have a 'small feeling' what people call 'naluri ingin di sayangi'.

this is another unexpected case that widad, fitri and i had to go trough. it goes like this, because of that is my first time i met fitri, he ask me to send him at the bus station. his bus was at 2.30pm. we move from m3 at 12, and had our launch at kangar. he went with his friends and i went with widad to kfc. at 2 pm, he came to us. but we just started to eat. and i think he will miss the bus if he wait for us. so i told him,

"balik next bus la...bas ke ipoh byk x?"
"sapa nk byr..."
"aku la.."
widad add, " kiteorg share aa, bila lagi mau blanja ko"

then we decided to postpone the time. after we prayed, we go straight to the bus stop and, no!!!! there is no bus to ipoh at the evening. the early bus is at 9pm. God knows how guilty i am towards fitri. if only i finish up my lauch quickly, things like this will not happened. at the end, we spent our day at kangar. just three of us. hahaha. the unexpected experience. spending a day without any reasonable reason. kah3..

during dinner, there is another unexpected visitor show up. shaker. he is from my batch. he spoiled my mood with a stupid question that came out from his mouth...
"eh, dulu bkn ngn ehsan ke?"
stop. er... back to the real point.

after seeing him, widad's face is suddenly changed. if before, she said she got an head edge, but it disappear all of sudden. impressive! shaker brings an aura that cant be say by mouth. haha. and it changes widad.

overall, i am really, very, strongly, bravely said that i got a beautiful happiness on that day. with all the unexpected things, can make my day full of meaning.