hospital

tok masuk spital dah 4 ari. and today dah the fifth day. while I first arrived at hospital, the guard did not allowed me to enter the ward. too many in there she said. then i just waited outside, at the lounge outside the icu ward. later my two cousins came and they made noise. besa la budak2. then we all have to get out from that area. the guard said its not the time yet for visiting. finally i met tok during the visiting hour at 1. she looks worst. her stomach get bigger. her face is swollen. but according to what my uncle said, she looks better than before. a lot more better. my uncle already stayed there for 3 nights and he has abandon his works. then i decided to volunteer my self to stayed for last night.

day 1:
while observing tok, i noticed several things that i never seen before. i realized that one of doctor's characteristics is friendly :). a women next to tok's bed is suffered from cancer and she has no expectation about her future. she gave up. a doctor then came to her. he talked to her. in a very friendly way. she at first ignored him and until the last minute of their conversation, i heard the doctor said :
"makcik kat mana sekarg..kat rumah ka kat mana...?"
"hospital"
"saya sapa?"
"doktor ahmad."
"owh, makcik ingat no nama saya... terima kasih laa...mana ada lagi orang ingat nama saya. depa suma panggil saya doktor ja. saya terharu la."
suddenly the patient's behavior changed. she agree to follow the doctor advice for further check up. later after the brought her away, i heard the doctor said to his junior...
"can you do that?"
his junior just put a smile. but not a promise smile. its more or less a sorry smile.
"i'm sure you can do that. you have to try. its not that hard. just try to chat with them ok..."

i just smile, listening to his advise.

Navigator - Acid - Cotton

Before the break I told my friend that I want to blog back. But not about love. I would like to write about things that I found. I learn. and I observe. Last night I was just thought some fact, or maybe we can't say it is a fact, I just assume something. The moment we say want want to learn things, all observations change to be new learning. For me it happens. At least so far.

First from the GPS system in my dad's car. I found it really noisy. And I asked them to switch it off. My dad already knew the way home but he just want to show me the new GPS. Later I managed to adapt with the noisy and the noisy became my pronunciation teacher. As the non-native speaker of English, I remembered my prof. used to say we must pronounce each word correctly, until the last alphabet sounds. I kept repeating the word from the navigator. "Left" with the /t/ sound at the end. "Right" also with the /t/ sound at the end. "Roundabout" also with the same end sound. what else..."meters" with the long /i/ sound at the first syllabus (mee).

This morning I went for sauna and swimming. Alone :( . After an hour and a half I swam, the workers asked me to move to a Jacuzzi area because they wanted to clean the pool. I moved. From far i saw the man pour something into the pool. The water seems hot. It produces steam. I keep observing. When he done, i asked him "apa tu?". "Asid". And i shocked, "ha?! yeke?". He nodded. He explained that the acid use to clean the new water that they supply to the pool. They change the water everyday. Only after 3 hours then the pool can be entered. So I just stay in the Jacuzzi for the next half an hour.

After I changed, I have a good chat with the security. Her name is Kak Ti. She's new here. Before this she worked at other condo, I don't really remember what is the condo's name. Something Perdana at KL. She told me the reason why we cannot wear cotton in pool. I thought because the cloth makes us harder to swim. It increases weight and easy for us to sink. But that is not the case. Cotton actually release tiny dust and when they are together, they will stuck the system below the pool. The cost for repairing it is really expensive. That's what the security said. Now I know. I really have to get a new swim suit. For the time being, no swimming.

Gila makan = Gila bila dah gemok

Harini makan bangun2 tidoq ja abah buat nasi lemak. aku cuma just kena goreng ikan + kupas telur goreng + hidang + makan :)
then launch roti sama telur. petangnya makan keropok lekor. senjanya ada ayam golek makcik damansara mya.. sedap.

Semalam makan pulut durian. nyum3...
balik penang mau cari lagi durian. mau yang anyin~

Sebelum tu dah makan ikan bawal sweet sour. licin!

Dulu ada makan pizza kat foodcourt. then amik pasta. sebab week before tu x dapat mkn. bebai. kena mkn meat wrap ngan anep. walaupun x kena taste aritu tapi makana tu still nampak menarik. jadi makan pizza + pasta untuk balas dendam.

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Jadi sekarang bila kenang balik apa yang dah mkn...banyaknya!! patut la berat naik. huhuhu.

The real task

Last night I got an assignment from my dad to do some translation text. Its not really long yet not short. It's about 3 simple paragraphs describing about some medical stuff and I accept the task. While confronting with it, I felt like its killing me. I even can't bring it to my own language. I started worried about my skill. I tried harder and harder until I manage to produce one. But a foolish one. I laughed my self. Alone. Thinking about the task. Then I saved it. Kept it safe in my 'stolen' pendrive. And today my dad asked about it. Thank god he didn't laugh but then I had to listen to a long speech. I know now is not the time to play around and I should really work harder before I graduate.

2 weeks ago I walked around with Anep at Kino and found a book, "Tiga Kali Semingu" by Dr. Faisal Tehrani. The cover pictures two persons with so Malay looks. And a short description says "Dia pandai- dia tidak menggedik pada setiap masa- dia memilih tiga kali seminggu sahaja." That what made me decided to buy the book. I thought the description refers to the 'ustaz' who gives talk to the villagers and he choses 3 times a week, but my conclusion was wrong. Its about the girl who is a widow and desperates for a husband. The book consists of 15 short stories which I found it brings me lots of new things. Not just things. I consider it Knowledge. To all my friends, we should have one. Good for us to know our own literature.

Currently I can say that I was influenced by the author and started to read his other books, " Sebongkah Batu Di Kuala Berang".

doa nak kawen :D

aku nga baca2 blog2 org rmi then, this one blog is actually talks about the symptoms of disease produced by our body. start from the head until leg. mmg best pun..then, i was actually looking at his list of post then ternampak doa for those yg da kemaruk sgt nk kawen but then xleh2 nk kawen(maybe for some reason la kot kan...) keke... here it is :

Ya Allah,

Kalau dia memang jodohku, jodohkanlah. Tapi kalau bukan jodohku, jodohkanlah jugak. Jika dia tidak berjodoh denganku, maka jadikanlah kami jodoh…. Kalau dia bukan jodohku, jangan sampai dia dapat jodoh yang lain, selain ku.. Kalau dia tidak bisa dijodohkan dengan ku, jangan sampai dia dapat jodoh yang lain. Biarkan dia tidak berjodoh sama seperti diriku..

Dan saat dia telah tidak memiliki jodoh, jodohkanlah kami kembali… Kalau dia berjodoh dengan orang lain, putuskanlah! Jodohkanlah denganku… Jika dia tetap menjadi jodoh orang lain, biar orang itu ketemu jodoh dengan yang lain dulu dan kemudian jodohkan kembali dia denganku… (nak nak sangat ni..!!!.)

AMIN…

hahaha...sounds funny but according to the writer: moral of the story, please do not shy to pray for something that you really2 hope for. doa may change our fate...just believe in ALLAH :)

i feel like crying :(

i have to do a lot of readings this sem, and it is hard for me because i get sleepy easily. i don't know what makes me feel so tired. i just have a normal day as before, but i realized i couldn't survive long enough to finish my reading. there are plenty of books that i haven't read yet. things just make me worried. of course this will be a huge problem to me for the whole sem. what should i do...

list of books that i have to read:

-sociolinguistics
-IR
-psycholinguistics
-major Barbara
-a room with a view
-everyman
-BM kerjaya
-moll Flanders
-Dr. Faustus

i think there is more, but i could not remember... but I'll add later... :(
PINI GANBATE!!!

end of 09

before this i felt so bad cuz leaving this one kind boy and now i am meeting a new one. he wants me before but i refused, and karma just done its part, now i am looking out to him. just started this new relation n praying that it will go smoothly. realized that im not that young as before, hurt others will harm me at the end. but if he hurts me one day, i guess it is a repay for what i had done before.

reason for me to like him may not be as good as people said..the kind of person's heart. i dont see it in him so far. but i guess, he just like me in that sense. appearance is the first merit and it always be the first. no need to be hypocrite, its ok. 2nd reason, of course because we are both in opposite gender :)...created to complete the nature :)

even if the gap of me seeing another person is not really can called 'a gap', but i think i managed to forget all that happened in the past. hoping is not in my list of life anymore. lets just depend on time. talk alot will never makes thing better.

overall, so far i found this which makes my life happy and im going into it, the happiness. even it is temporary, who knows if it will remain...

problems just make things complecated. fated that abah's condition is worst right now, im going to take the responsibility during weekend. it is not really difficult to help him i guess. the difficult part is actually, seeing him in lots of silents with his days. praying that things will be back to normal just kind of illusion i think. the condition is just like wan's before. praying is the only solution.

with a new wish for this new coming year, i want things to be in their way, leeting me update my study and all... happy new year!!!

things that coloured my life :D

being single is not a reason for a boring life to me cuz i have many things that can cheer me up :D
so, i give them ranking, from the most enjoy thing to the least one :)

first [comics]















so far, i hv spent more than rm300 for these. but before this holiday, the amount increase up to rm400... will it be rm 500 next year??? we'll see...















however, last night umi told me that she will burn all my comics if they are not appropriate. then this morning, all of them was transferred into boxes. :( the process of removing takes several hours(+ reading during packaging. hehe)















removing it...


























into boxes.

second [mp3]















music of my life :D

third [my laptop]















fill up my free time...helping me in assignment :D

fourth [watches]















never leave one of them...need them every time.

fifth [jeans]




















it fits me well :)
buy it with 70% less...
haha

sixth [handphone]
it is less important for me because, recently i'm not in mood to sms anyone.
sorry guys.















it is from abah :D

seventh [wallet]
money...money...money...















eighth [sneakers]















even though it is from bundle, but the quality is satisfied :D

ninth [fan!!!]

being a girl which cannot stand in a hot situation, this is quite important :D
therefore, it must be something that can be called 'penyejuk hati'... hehe



























i love them.

City-State and World State in Greek and Roman Political Theory until Augustus by Mason Hammond

City-State and World State in Greek and Roman Political Theory until Augustus by Mason Hammond

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bigbang reach japan!!!

a huge thanks to minsarang.com..

i found it several days ago and all the latest informations about big bang i can know from it. their new japanese single "gara gara go" are now published and it is now in a top ranking of youtube views.

their japenese comersial name are:

g-dragon : g-dragon
seungri : V.I

dea sung : d-lite

tae yang : sol

t.o.p : T.O.P

d'masiv

crazy about them ;-)

Saat aku tertawa di atas semua

Saat aku menangisi kesedihanku
Aku ingin engkau selalu ada

Aku ingin engkau aku kenang
Selama aku masih bisa bernafas

Masih sanggup berjalanKu kan slalu memujamu

Meski ku tak tau lagi

Engkau ada di mana

Dengarkan aku ku merindukanmu
Saat aku mencoba merubah sgalanyaSaat aku meratapi kekalahanku
[Interlude]
Dengarkan aku ku merindukanmu

my new friend

last Saturday i went out with anep a.k.a abg afiqah and it was great to hang out with him. at first i was in doubt whether i should go or not, but hang out with him is not boring at all. we went to watch the fast and furious 4 and the movie absolutely fantastic. although the conflict is not deeper as the title, but the actions and sound effects have covered the weak part. then we walked to lawyat and went to sg.wang. guess what, there was a cat walk show when we arrived and a modle there just like johny depp. hahaha.. i really like that fake johny depp. after eating we just chatting a litle bit and go straight home.

my old life

I bet u people don't belief these picas are all me :
















this is more alike as now. just a bit slim than my current looks.




















my appetite starts to grow at this age.



















compared to now? you can refer to the previous post below. huhu...

the dinner was not bad even the food were bad

So, basically what makes the dinner nice is the atmosphere which was black n red. but it has to be reminded that this was not perjumpaan puteri umno ok :D

before the moment

i think im ready!

so here we are:

i hate...

My mom said not to talk with stranger.
Do their mom tell them that???
Why do they bother to talk with some one that they dont even know?
I only talk with people whose I've known their:
name and face
some one that i have to talk with or
to people that i need to deal something with them.
Go away stranger because you are not invited into my world
I dont like to disturb people = i dont want people to disturb me.

-ME-

my result on pessimism test

Snapshot Report
Cynicism
58
According to your responses, your perspective of humankind is neither naïve nor jaded. Instead of assuming the best or worst of someone, you wait before making a judgment. You prefer to have others earn your trust, and although you won’t necessarily assume everyone has a hidden agenda, you’re also not the type to accept everything people say or do at face value. Tempered with a hearty dose of skepticism, this is a relatively healthy perspective. You may however, benefit from being a little more trusting. Unlike their less positive counterparts, optimists will at least try to find the good in even the most difficult of people, and are much more willing to place their faith in others. Although this doesn’t mean that you should trust the good intentions of everyone you meet, a leap of faith every once in a while couldn’t hurt.

you also can try once at : http://www.queendom.com/tests/index.htm

TaeYang-Na man bara bwa

although t.o.p is the most member that i like, but when it comes to voice, i have to admit that taeyang is the best :D. however, no one can compete the smile of my t.o.p. lalala~

i listen to this nowadays

i love that guy ;)

my taste :p

this conversation was happened for about two weeks ago :

norafini zulkurnain: ang tau aa taste aku
norafini zulkurnain: ?
norafini zulkurnain: bgtau sikit?
hana: mika comey
norafini zulkurnain: mika?
hana: kecik skit
hana: rambut cacak2 skit
norafini zulkurnain: muka la
norafini zulkurnain: kecik tu apa? badan ka? muka?

hana: muka

hana: rambut lurus gak la

norafini zulkurnain: lg?
hana: hmmm
hana: tinggi
norafini zulkurnain: haha
hana: kurus
hana: slim
norafini zulkurnain: lg3
norafini zulkurnain: slim x kot..
norafini zulkurnain: tp, boleh la..
norafini zulkurnain: sungmin x slim
norafini zulkurnain: lg3?
norafini zulkurnain: ada lg aaa...yg paling pntg ang x sebot
norafini zulkurnain: MATA SEPET cm film SEPET!!!
hana: cinese look
hana: putih
norafini zulkurnain: wahaha
hana: yg pasti mcm cina la
norafini zulkurnain: itulah yg kita cr!
hana: hidung kemek
hana: wuakakakak
norafini zulkurnain: kemek?
norafini zulkurnain: hala..aku takot aa org idung tggi ni
hana: gurau ja
hana: hidung penyek
norafini zulkurnain: xpa..br sama cm aku
norafini zulkurnain: wakaka

i love hana!!!

i want a bike!!!!

is this cute? i think it superb. lalala~

this is smart...

this is so classic!!!