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Monday, June 30, 2008
im home.
after being at kedah for almost 3 months, i am very happy for coming home. at last, i will able to meet my friends. especially eizzah :D . after this i will go out to renew my licence. maybe for three years. i just have 2 days more to spent at penang. i will go to kl on wednesday. my registration is on the 6th of july. means,my life will return to be a student which surrounded by rules. but its ok because i love that title. it wll brings me to the successful life. insyaallah~
Sunday, June 29, 2008
Saturday, June 7, 2008
suka-suka
I've been spend my 3months holiday at my village. taking care for my aunt. i think that is a good thing to do. but as a normal teen (am i??), the feeling of bored always come and go when there is nothing to do. my job here is not difficult as i thought. just feeding her when she cant eat well. sometimes she looks as a normal person, very fine. and i had thought once that she might created the bad situation of her to get a sympathy from us. but when i think about it again, its hard to make our self in a bad situation. people cant cry for the whole day, non-stop! cannot! but my aunt just did it. so, i guess she got a problem with her psychology. she need an psychologist. but villagers always think in a different way. they prefer to see the 'village doctor'. fortunately it makes she looks better than before. she can eat by herself now. just sometime she cry as she used to be before.
as long as i've been here, many beautiful and weired things i saw. i like to go out, snapping pics and jogging around my village, and found a few beautiful bird's nest hanging on a coconut tree. the shape is long, thin on its top and getting bigger at the end. it got two holes. there is another nest which from the same spices of bird on a top of rubber tree. but it is only with one hole. both are very tidy and unique. overall i can say about it is, it use a lot of creativity. another nest is stated in a tree like we often see. the normal nest of birds.
the weired things...erm.. umi come to me this week. she will be here until friday. haha. im glad. many things i have to buy. and i had list them all. just wait for my mum to...SHOPPING!!!!
the happiest thing for women.
as long as i've been here, many beautiful and weired things i saw. i like to go out, snapping pics and jogging around my village, and found a few beautiful bird's nest hanging on a coconut tree. the shape is long, thin on its top and getting bigger at the end. it got two holes. there is another nest which from the same spices of bird on a top of rubber tree. but it is only with one hole. both are very tidy and unique. overall i can say about it is, it use a lot of creativity. another nest is stated in a tree like we often see. the normal nest of birds.
the weired things...erm.. umi come to me this week. she will be here until friday. haha. im glad. many things i have to buy. and i had list them all. just wait for my mum to...SHOPPING!!!!
the happiest thing for women.
Sunday, June 1, 2008
*reunion aka flash back memories*
we got a reunion last week. i guess, this reunion is more meaningful than before. i dont know why, but i just feel that way. before the reunion, there is a function at my school. regarding the 2nd decade of my school's old, we had a great meeting between parents and teacher, and also a carnival. most of the students participated in progressing the carnival. for me, it was a great day that the whole school had contributed.
i met with my two besto frent! mama wie n fitri. haha...both are getting matured. widad looks serious with arif. but the relationship is a bit complicated. i feel sorry when i saw her face in a sad expression. i know that she dont want to loose arif. from her talk, i can imagine that arif is a kind hatred person, caring about her, but may be he just dont know how to show it. plus, the situation of him makes he act in that way.
unexpected love story...erm, used to be a love story i guess. hehehe.. i dont know and never cross in my mind that fitri used to have an affair with timah adnan. my junior. its not a funny thing for me. by that, i just realize that timah is actually not like what we seen her as her. yeah, women still have a 'small feeling' what people call 'naluri ingin di sayangi'.
this is another unexpected case that widad, fitri and i had to go trough. it goes like this, because of that is my first time i met fitri, he ask me to send him at the bus station. his bus was at 2.30pm. we move from m3 at 12, and had our launch at kangar. he went with his friends and i went with widad to kfc. at 2 pm, he came to us. but we just started to eat. and i think he will miss the bus if he wait for us. so i told him,
"balik next bus la...bas ke ipoh byk x?"
"sapa nk byr..."
"aku la.."
"btoi?"
"yup."
widad add, " kiteorg share aa, bila lagi mau blanja ko"
then we decided to postpone the time. after we prayed, we go straight to the bus stop and, no!!!! there is no bus to ipoh at the evening. the early bus is at 9pm. God knows how guilty i am towards fitri. if only i finish up my lauch quickly, things like this will not happened. at the end, we spent our day at kangar. just three of us. hahaha. the unexpected experience. spending a day without any reasonable reason. kah3..
during dinner, there is another unexpected visitor show up. shaker. he is from my batch. he spoiled my mood with a stupid question that came out from his mouth...
"eh, dulu bkn ngn ehsan ke?"
stop. er... back to the real point.
after seeing him, widad's face is suddenly changed. if before, she said she got an head edge, but it disappear all of sudden. impressive! shaker brings an aura that cant be say by mouth. haha. and it changes widad.
overall, i am really, very, strongly, bravely said that i got a beautiful happiness on that day. with all the unexpected things, can make my day full of meaning.
i met with my two besto frent! mama wie n fitri. haha...both are getting matured. widad looks serious with arif. but the relationship is a bit complicated. i feel sorry when i saw her face in a sad expression. i know that she dont want to loose arif. from her talk, i can imagine that arif is a kind hatred person, caring about her, but may be he just dont know how to show it. plus, the situation of him makes he act in that way.
unexpected love story...erm, used to be a love story i guess. hehehe.. i dont know and never cross in my mind that fitri used to have an affair with timah adnan. my junior. its not a funny thing for me. by that, i just realize that timah is actually not like what we seen her as her. yeah, women still have a 'small feeling' what people call 'naluri ingin di sayangi'.
this is another unexpected case that widad, fitri and i had to go trough. it goes like this, because of that is my first time i met fitri, he ask me to send him at the bus station. his bus was at 2.30pm. we move from m3 at 12, and had our launch at kangar. he went with his friends and i went with widad to kfc. at 2 pm, he came to us. but we just started to eat. and i think he will miss the bus if he wait for us. so i told him,
"balik next bus la...bas ke ipoh byk x?"
"sapa nk byr..."
"aku la.."
"btoi?"
"yup."
widad add, " kiteorg share aa, bila lagi mau blanja ko"
then we decided to postpone the time. after we prayed, we go straight to the bus stop and, no!!!! there is no bus to ipoh at the evening. the early bus is at 9pm. God knows how guilty i am towards fitri. if only i finish up my lauch quickly, things like this will not happened. at the end, we spent our day at kangar. just three of us. hahaha. the unexpected experience. spending a day without any reasonable reason. kah3..
during dinner, there is another unexpected visitor show up. shaker. he is from my batch. he spoiled my mood with a stupid question that came out from his mouth...
"eh, dulu bkn ngn ehsan ke?"
stop. er... back to the real point.
after seeing him, widad's face is suddenly changed. if before, she said she got an head edge, but it disappear all of sudden. impressive! shaker brings an aura that cant be say by mouth. haha. and it changes widad.
overall, i am really, very, strongly, bravely said that i got a beautiful happiness on that day. with all the unexpected things, can make my day full of meaning.
Tuesday, April 1, 2008
Friday, March 7, 2008
Monday, February 18, 2008
tq ;)
Thank You
for someone had thought me what is love,
back than i was not ok without u,
but now i am very sure that
i am fine without u,
runaway this time without u,
i take back my love that u r stealing,
for some one that i truely trusted.
Thank You
because of u i know which person are suitable for me,
and i just burry the old memory
in this song.
straitjacket feeling
Back me down from backing up
Hold your breath now it's stacking up
Etched with marks, but I can deal
And you're the problem and you can't feel
Try this on, straitjacket feeling
so maybe I won't be alone
Take back now, my life you're stealing
Yesterday was over
Today I'm fine without you
Runaway this time without you
And all I ever thought you'd be
That face is tearing holes in me again
Trust you is just one defense
off a list of others, you don't make sense
Beg me time and time again
to take you back now, but you can't win
Take back now, my life you're stealing
Yesterday was over
Today I'm fine without you
Runaway this time without you
And all I ever thought you'd be
That face is tearing holes in me again
but today I'm fine without you
Runaway this time without you
And all the things you put me through
I'm holding on by letting go of you
And when the memory slips away
There will be a better view from here
And only lonesome you remains
and just the thought of you I fear
it falls away
Yesterday was over
Today I'm fine without you
Runaway this time without you
And all I ever thought you'd be
That face is tearing holes in me again
but today I'm fine without you
Runaway this time without you
And all the things you put me through
I'm holding on by letting go of you
for someone had thought me what is love,
back than i was not ok without u,
but now i am very sure that
i am fine without u,
runaway this time without u,
i take back my love that u r stealing,
for some one that i truely trusted.
Thank You
because of u i know which person are suitable for me,
and i just burry the old memory
in this song.
straitjacket feeling
Back me down from backing up
Hold your breath now it's stacking up
Etched with marks, but I can deal
And you're the problem and you can't feel
Try this on, straitjacket feeling
so maybe I won't be alone
Take back now, my life you're stealing
Yesterday was over
Today I'm fine without you
Runaway this time without you
And all I ever thought you'd be
That face is tearing holes in me again
Trust you is just one defense
off a list of others, you don't make sense
Beg me time and time again
to take you back now, but you can't win
Take back now, my life you're stealing
Yesterday was over
Today I'm fine without you
Runaway this time without you
And all I ever thought you'd be
That face is tearing holes in me again
but today I'm fine without you
Runaway this time without you
And all the things you put me through
I'm holding on by letting go of you
And when the memory slips away
There will be a better view from here
And only lonesome you remains
and just the thought of you I fear
it falls away
Yesterday was over
Today I'm fine without you
Runaway this time without you
And all I ever thought you'd be
That face is tearing holes in me again
but today I'm fine without you
Runaway this time without you
And all the things you put me through
I'm holding on by letting go of you
Thursday, November 8, 2007
pagi-pagi...
recently i got to go to the toilet every morning... hu...
and today i got scolded by jang. waaa...she knows about me n ustad. and she dont wanna us to be longer.. i ignore it. for me, the best that i can do now is pray to allah. i hope he dose too. and this is important, i guess. hehe..
the death note will be handing to ustad today. he wiil replace the owner of that book. haha... funny. i just use some page, and it will be given to someone. and he have to write a diary. that is the task for him.
o my God.. again, i need to go to the ladies....
and today i got scolded by jang. waaa...she knows about me n ustad. and she dont wanna us to be longer.. i ignore it. for me, the best that i can do now is pray to allah. i hope he dose too. and this is important, i guess. hehe..
the death note will be handing to ustad today. he wiil replace the owner of that book. haha... funny. i just use some page, and it will be given to someone. and he have to write a diary. that is the task for him.
o my God.. again, i need to go to the ladies....
Thursday, November 1, 2007
Wednesday, September 19, 2007
blur in class..
i just came back from my poetry class. i don't know why everyone is blur in class just now. we did two poems just now, A Fantasy and Love is not all.
A fantasy is about a woman, who just lost her husband... and she have to start her new life as a widow. Earn her kids by her own, without her husband. everything is going to change. At the cemetery, she just looking at the folded hand of her husband. and suddenly her house is full of visitors. she sit stately, trying to be strong. not to cry. but deep inside, she wants all of them go back home. she wants to go to backwards. where there is only she and her husband. where there was their first kiss.
And the second poem is about love. at first the speaker is saying that love is not all. not foods and drinks.not a shelter that we can live in. not something that we can hold on when we drowning.but somehow, many a man are getting died without enough love. sometimes, she feels that she wants to sell all her love to get peace. to get some food when she was in a difficult time. she thinks she would do that, but no. she can't do that actually because for her love is everything.
hemm... what do you think? does the poet being sarcastic?
A fantasy is about a woman, who just lost her husband... and she have to start her new life as a widow. Earn her kids by her own, without her husband. everything is going to change. At the cemetery, she just looking at the folded hand of her husband. and suddenly her house is full of visitors. she sit stately, trying to be strong. not to cry. but deep inside, she wants all of them go back home. she wants to go to backwards. where there is only she and her husband. where there was their first kiss.
And the second poem is about love. at first the speaker is saying that love is not all. not foods and drinks.not a shelter that we can live in. not something that we can hold on when we drowning.but somehow, many a man are getting died without enough love. sometimes, she feels that she wants to sell all her love to get peace. to get some food when she was in a difficult time. she thinks she would do that, but no. she can't do that actually because for her love is everything.
hemm... what do you think? does the poet being sarcastic?
Tuesday, July 31, 2007
Monday, July 30, 2007
~sleepy morning~
huhu. i slept again after subuh prayer... while sms-ing papa.. then he called me.. hehe... (thanks ya!) then, after i had done all works that i left yesterday, i went to lib at 10.30am. reading my new short stories, The country's doctor... given by madam yesterday. written by Malay's author.
she did write form 5 short story, 'Bunga Telur and balley shoes' (if i wasn't mistaken).
And now i'm really2 hungry. waiting for sue and yana... their class didn't finish yet. and i'm getting cold being in lib for a long time. and, i decided to wait them at cafe... everyday is just the same thing that i done.. waiting for them before eating. huhuhu..
she did write form 5 short story, 'Bunga Telur and balley shoes' (if i wasn't mistaken).
And now i'm really2 hungry. waiting for sue and yana... their class didn't finish yet. and i'm getting cold being in lib for a long time. and, i decided to wait them at cafe... everyday is just the same thing that i done.. waiting for them before eating. huhuhu..
Saturday, May 19, 2007
Wednesday, May 16, 2007
i continue with my post yesterday...
today we have cooked 4 different menu and i really2 like the menu during launch time. It is 'sambal kentang'... i dont know how to translate it in eng..but the main ingredient is potato and i really like potato. so i ate too much today.
i've heard that this college wants to make a trip. and my cousin's name and i are including in the list trip. i am really happy coz there is a long time i didnt go for camping. i want to finish all my time there in the waterfall. hehehe...
i dont know why lately, fitri is acting wired with me. it was happened when he saw my picture in my YM's avatar. huh~ i dont think he will like me... its more easy if i treat him as a friend.
And another thing had surprised me was,zakuan. i didnt know that he really2 concern about me. well..all my friends,they do concern about me coz they had been my friend for a long time.. but zakuan, i just know him last semester. and he really2 do care about me..
He'd called me two days ago, asked me if im ok or not. he'd heard about my ex-bf will getting married soon and i still thinking about that guy. and sometimes, i do think about ihsan. and all these make him worry about me. he also ask me why i didnt tell him about my poetry paper. he knows that i fail that paper from sue. he said, he keep thinking why i didnt tell him all these coz i seems close with him in matrix. and..what more can i say, just ask for his forgiveness.
I like when we both wish gdnite and "i miss u..mmuah!!" hehe..
i really3 miss him.. tq zakuan :)
i've heard that this college wants to make a trip. and my cousin's name and i are including in the list trip. i am really happy coz there is a long time i didnt go for camping. i want to finish all my time there in the waterfall. hehehe...
i dont know why lately, fitri is acting wired with me. it was happened when he saw my picture in my YM's avatar. huh~ i dont think he will like me... its more easy if i treat him as a friend.
And another thing had surprised me was,zakuan. i didnt know that he really2 concern about me. well..all my friends,they do concern about me coz they had been my friend for a long time.. but zakuan, i just know him last semester. and he really2 do care about me..
He'd called me two days ago, asked me if im ok or not. he'd heard about my ex-bf will getting married soon and i still thinking about that guy. and sometimes, i do think about ihsan. and all these make him worry about me. he also ask me why i didnt tell him about my poetry paper. he knows that i fail that paper from sue. he said, he keep thinking why i didnt tell him all these coz i seems close with him in matrix. and..what more can i say, just ask for his forgiveness.
I like when we both wish gdnite and "i miss u..mmuah!!" hehe..
i really3 miss him.. tq zakuan :)
Tuesday, May 15, 2007
ive been an assistant to a chef now.. its been two days including today. owh god.. its too tired being an assistant of a chef. you have to do anything...and all the things that you did, some of it, didn't make yuor customer happy at all. that is the sad part.
the best part in my new job is... i work with my beloved cousin,shida. she always had many stories to tell about.
the best part in my new job is... i work with my beloved cousin,shida. she always had many stories to tell about.
Saturday, May 12, 2007
Thursday, April 26, 2007
MUET
tomorrow i will sit for my muet test.. owh... i feel really2 nervouse. i dont make any preparation. i just go and sit for the test. my God.. please help me to past excellently!
last nite he mssg me again. i thought he wouldn't mssg me anymore..huh~ just wanna tell me that tomorrow, erk.. i mean today, his final will begin.. so, i just wish him a huge best of luck! from our conversation last nite, i know that he didn't finish his revision yet..pity on him. and he send me a gdnite wish at 2am and another mssg at 4.30am. he want me to wake him up this morning to continue his study. and i did it. but it preety much late.. i notice that he wake up at 7am. can he make a revision at that time..? i dont know..coz, he tell me that the exam will start at 8.30am.. perhaps he's done. it shows that i still care about him eh?? :p whatever..
i will hanging out with nabila and hamidah today.. owh..this 2 girls..i miss them alot. very much. i always share my secret with them..rather my others roomates. and, they do the same to me. thats why, i feel easy to join them in anytime eventhough we just know each other at uia. oh, its late, i got to go.. i do not iron my scarf yet.. adios!
last nite he mssg me again. i thought he wouldn't mssg me anymore..huh~ just wanna tell me that tomorrow, erk.. i mean today, his final will begin.. so, i just wish him a huge best of luck! from our conversation last nite, i know that he didn't finish his revision yet..pity on him. and he send me a gdnite wish at 2am and another mssg at 4.30am. he want me to wake him up this morning to continue his study. and i did it. but it preety much late.. i notice that he wake up at 7am. can he make a revision at that time..? i dont know..coz, he tell me that the exam will start at 8.30am.. perhaps he's done. it shows that i still care about him eh?? :p whatever..
i will hanging out with nabila and hamidah today.. owh..this 2 girls..i miss them alot. very much. i always share my secret with them..rather my others roomates. and, they do the same to me. thats why, i feel easy to join them in anytime eventhough we just know each other at uia. oh, its late, i got to go.. i do not iron my scarf yet.. adios!
Tuesday, April 24, 2007
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