this is my dream, truely my dream stuff!!!

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oh Allah...please give me a '3 pointer' for my marks because through it, umi will buy me this :D

i'm cool right now!

at this moment, i feel so happy. eventhough i am locking in my house, i know that in these few weeks i will meet my old friend, HANA si busuk..kekeke..(jgn marah aa)

DOUSHITE???

(Hero)Doushite...Kimi wo suki ni natte shimattan darou?

Donna ni toki ga nagarete mo kimi wa zutto

Koko ni iru to omotteta noni

(Micky)Demo kimi ga eranda no wa chigau michi

(Hero)Doushite...Kimi ni nani mo tsutaerarenakattan darou?

Mainichi maiban tsunotteku omoiAfuredasu kotobaWakatteta noni

(Yunho)Mou todokanai

(Xiah)Hajimete deatta sono hi kara

Kimi wo shitteita ki ga shittandaAmari ni shizen ni tokekonde shimatta futari

(Max)Doko ni iku nori mo issho de kimi ga iru koto ga touzen de

Bokura wa futari de otonani natte kita

(Micky)Demo kimi ga eranda no wa chigau michi

(Xiah)Doushite...Kimi wo suki ni natte shimattan darou?

Donna ni toki ga nagarete mo kimi wa zutto

Koko ni iru to omotteta noni

(Yunho)Mou kanawanai

Tokubetsuna imi wo motsu kyou wo

Shiawase kao de tatsu kyou wo

Kireina sugata de kami sama ni chikatteru, kimi wo

(Micky)Boku janai hito no tonari de

Shukufuku sarateru sugata wo

Boku wa douyatte miokureba ii no darou?

(Hero)Mou doushite...

Kimi ga suki ni natte shimattan darou?

Ano koro no bokura no koto

(Micky)Mou modorenai

(Hero)Kangaeta (Micky) Modorenai (Hero)kangaeta

(Max)Doushite...Kimi no te wo tsukami ubaenakattan darou?

Donna ni toki ga nagarete mo kimi wa zutto

Boku no yoko ni iru hazu datta

(Yunho)Mou kanawanai

(Xiah)Soredemo kimi ga boku no soba nara to itte mo

Eien ni kimi ga shiawase de iru koto

Tada negatteru

(Hero)Tatoe sore ga donna na sabishikute mo

(Xiah)Setsunakute mo

i feel bad

I dont know what to say but at this moment, i just feel bad with my self.
i wanna breakup but i think its not nice to do like that to him.
i feel bad to my mum cuz she always talk about money with me..
i feel bad to my dad cuz he doesn't care if i got money to eat or not..
i feel bad cuz i have to pretend in front of him..
i feel bad cuz my laptop is down again..
i feel bad cuz nobody can help me to fix my laptop..
i feel bad cuz i have not finish study for the last paper yet..
i feel bad cuz i really miss mardhiah but i cant see her face..
i feel bad cuz tina said i gemok like mak org..
i feel bad cuz i like sung min but i know i will never have a chance to meet him..
i feel bad cuz at this moment i cant look for sunmin face cuz all his pictures are in my laptop..
i fell bad untill i dont know what to do..
but i realized one thing that HE is always be beside me..
i hope HE will fix all the bad felling of me.. [ameen]

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me love sungmin!!!

lalala~

please refer to previous previous topic about favorite

:p

i think i lost the sweet moment of us

i just wanna be alone

some say single is the best status

i had ask my friends

they said its not nice to leave him

some say "he still can be ur friend"

the truth is, he's too kind for me, how could i just turn from him, just like that

without valid reason

and i know he will be hurt

should i just wait?

and pretend?

put the lie on my own face

at the same time give him more hope

or just take back his confident

towards me..

God, help me to resolve this

i really really need YOU right now

will this bad feeling heal?

or it is because umi do not want this?

the problem is,

how to tell him????!

sungmin!!

i found him to be really cute these days... and i dunno why. by the way, i've known this celeb for months a go and i just notice about the cutie of this guy... take a look babe~ angau kot..haha

cute part of him

cute part of us maybe???

I lost one part of my life

Item : mobile phone

Brand : motorola

Model : V3i

Price (2006) : 700 + 1G memory card

Colour : gray metalic

Pictures :

Feeling : very sad

Note for theif : take it. i had lock the msg function!

end of my sem

the pack time has just arrived within this week. two works need to be handed at a time.
thursday (16/10/08) 4pm-essay due date!
8.30 pm-play performance.

it is just 2 more days left for me to practice the performance with the script memorization and the gesture on the stage. we will presented the play in front of of our classmate and the funny lecturer. all of them are like more than 50 people.

tomorrow, i have to read my memorization on 3 surahs, but still i havent memorize them yet. what to do? (*_*)

the most things that i enjoyed during this sem :

1- my new love towards kenichi matsuyama - i love him so much
2-suddenly feel like having two kids in my life (botak n haziq) - the cute boys of papa's sister
3-my red sliper - rm6.90
4-sirah class - the advice by sohirin
5-rasok class - sweet smile of my lect
6-kak mei class-crazy funny

alone

all are going back to their hometown. and i'm still here at my room. packaging all the stuff including all my comics to a one big bag.

i miss nayibah, and tried to find her at ym.. she did not appear. but fadil did. hehe...
but it was a bit disappointed, i want to talk with her, i want to tell her my depression.. but at the end, i just end up with doing my assignment.

and today, again, i came to cc, and i found her! haha.. but things happen to the other way.
shes the one who tell me about her story..

hehe.. whatever.. i miss her~

favorite

i had notice that all my friends got their own favorite celebrity. and 'that person' is always be chnaged due to the season. i list the example here:-

this is S-u-h-a-d-a in love with K-i-m H-e-e C-h-u-l

.......................

this is L-i-y-a-n-a in love with T-e-p-p-e-i

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this is F-a-t-e-n in love with C-h-o S-i W-o-n

......................

this is N-a-n-a in ove with S-h-i-n-e-e

...................

and the las but not least,

this is me ( A-p-p-i-n-i) in love with K-e-n-i-c-h-i

.................

hahahaha. that is all for today :)

explorace

i was joining an explorace last saturday and it was tired but fun. we are all the PGG members were devided into 10 groups and guess what, we are all not knowing each other. at first i thought its gonna be a trouble in communicating. but later, it was going smoothly.

there are 8 check point that we had to pass. the first check point was called pink check point and we have a game called "bergu".we pass all the 5 words given. second check point was quite interesting where two of us need to be a representative to sing several national song. the game was called " jangan lupa lirik" just like at Astro. next was not a game. it is just like a duty. we have to clean a car that been dirty by flour. we are just given two pail of water and a bit of soap, with two towels. thats all we have to make the car clean. owh, there were many more. lots of fun to tell here.

oh, mcd just come ack from Hong kong. she said HK was a best place. but i dont have any intention to go there.

i am following the economy index of japan recently and i found that the rate of their economy was not as stable as before. it was going down until -2.4%... i think it is quite dangerous for japan.

i was home sick last day.. miss my family..huhu

its my birthday!!!

last two days was my birthday and i found out that there are several people who didnt wish me yet. :D

wrong class... oooopps!

my day seems to be good. i woke up at 6, after subuh, at 7 i when to the female stadium, doing my exercise and get ready to class at 9.30 am. the class is start at 10 am, so i hope that i will no late for my first class. i checked my schedule, take a look at the venue and it stated that i have to go to the IRK 2 1.25. it is my sirah class. the ustaz came then, and my friend and i were exited to get the front sit. we are the earlier students that got in to the class. and suddenly, the ustaz is talking in arabic and i feel something has going wrong. ustaz gives me the list name to tick the attendance, and i look at the subject name, oh my god!!! its mot my class. i get in into the wrong class. he started to ask everybody's name in arabic, started to write in arabic and i realized that i will be the first girl that will introduce my self. my freind had started to ask me to tell the ustaz that we had a wrong venue. with a huge ashame, i make my move and tell the ustaz the truth. we get out of the calss as cool as we can. hahaha. after that i called another friend to ask about the venue. it is beside the wrong class. thanks God the lecturer had not come in yet. the class is cancel and i came to the library to update my blog.

aizat AF5

i just know about this boy called aizat(gegar). he is a singer which i really admire his voice. this talented boy is physically big in the academy but he manages to loose his weight now. i just saw him on tv, an wow!! he make a new appearence to his style. let's compare how is he before and now.

BEFORE

he was big,curly hair and just look untidy on his wear.

AFTER

and this is the new look of aizat. he was at muzik@Ria programe with hani the host of muzik@Ria. aizat handsome!

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im home.

after being at kedah for almost 3 months, i am very happy for coming home. at last, i will able to meet my friends. especially eizzah :D . after this i will go out to renew my licence. maybe for three years. i just have 2 days more to spent at penang. i will go to kl on wednesday. my registration is on the 6th of july. means,my life will return to be a student which surrounded by rules. but its ok because i love that title. it wll brings me to the successful life. insyaallah~

fitri masok panggung!!!

haha... we might say what we hate, but affraid your words :D

suka-suka

I've been spend my 3months holiday at my village. taking care for my aunt. i think that is a good thing to do. but as a normal teen (am i??), the feeling of bored always come and go when there is nothing to do. my job here is not difficult as i thought. just feeding her when she cant eat well. sometimes she looks as a normal person, very fine. and i had thought once that she might created the bad situation of her to get a sympathy from us. but when i think about it again, its hard to make our self in a bad situation. people cant cry for the whole day, non-stop! cannot! but my aunt just did it. so, i guess she got a problem with her psychology. she need an psychologist. but villagers always think in a different way. they prefer to see the 'village doctor'. fortunately it makes she looks better than before. she can eat by herself now. just sometime she cry as she used to be before.

as long as i've been here, many beautiful and weired things i saw. i like to go out, snapping pics and jogging around my village, and found a few beautiful bird's nest hanging on a coconut tree. the shape is long, thin on its top and getting bigger at the end. it got two holes. there is another nest which from the same spices of bird on a top of rubber tree. but it is only with one hole. both are very tidy and unique. overall i can say about it is, it use a lot of creativity. another nest is stated in a tree like we often see. the normal nest of birds.

the weired things...erm.. umi come to me this week. she will be here until friday. haha. im glad. many things i have to buy. and i had list them all. just wait for my mum to...SHOPPING!!!!
the happiest thing for women.